As much as I dislike being a security guard, I do have to say that it is nice being able to check out completely once I clock out. Unlike the #corporatelife, once I can clock out I can actually not think about work. That's one of the niceties of a more basic job. I don't miss the 2am calls that this system or that system is down. I am also paid for all time worked. Not this salaried bullshit.
House Panther

mastodon 4.7.3I am a former systems administrator, an avid motorcyclist, traveler, computer home labber, and general adventurist. I am a strong ally of the LGBTQ+ community. Also, last but not least, I am anti-establishment. Change is overdue. We need universal housing, food, clothing, and healthcare. Our basic needs need to be taken care of by a just society.
#NoAI #AntiAI #NoCloud #AntiCloud #AntiCapitalist #AntiCapitalism
One thing I learned about myself through therapy is that I am actually an attractive and desirable guy. I don't need to go back to my ex simply because I believe nobody else will want to be with me. To be fair, my ex did not make me feel this way. This was solely my own insecurity.
I have not been so active on here because life is getting in the way. I hope to become more active in the coming days. Hope everyone is doing well.
I have a life update: My ex begged me to take her back. I don't know quite how I feel because I was hurt so badly. She just upped and left last month and now she wants to reconcile!? I think I am going to have to process this some. My inclination is to say, "No thanks." She even offered to do couples therapy but I have a feeling it's just manipulation. I have a lot to ponder.
If you're desperate and looking for work, whatever you do don't work as a security guard. There are plenty of better jobs out there. Trust me as I speak from experience.
I have 2 immediate needs right now, one of which is a new bed and the other a car. I need a better bed first because the one I have hurts my back and is too low. I also need a new mattress as well.
I think I am going to peruse the facebook marketplace for a used bedroom set. I need a dresser and night tables anyways. I figure a comfortable night's rest is more important than a car right now. I can (grudingly) continue to use public transportation. I hope I can find something half-way decent.
I haven't had much to say as of late. I think this is because I am just overwhelmed from the inundation of news and information. I don't really know what to think anymore and often feel like I am living in survival mode. I've lost the belief that I will ever thrive again. Life in the United States is such that I will, for the rest of my life, will just barely have my head above water.
I am very much against the #deathpenalty. While I loathe Christa Pike for what she's done and who she is, the state, i.e. Tennessee, has no business committing murder. The whole biblical tooth for a tooth and an eye for an eye justification is bullshit. The bible also says that "And God said, vengeance shall be mine." It's time for religion to die. Thankfully, I am an #atheist.
Please help the Electronic Frontier Foundation (EFF) stop the age verification movement. Nothing good will come from it and freedom will be undermined.
https://act.eff.org/action/tell-congress-oppose-the-guard-act
I’m now seriously thinking of starting a non-profit dedicated to helping communities build their own networks to interconnect with the internet. The internet is meant to be free for all. And free from government surveillance.
Public transportation in Delaware is an absolute quagmire. I depend on it and there’s no accountability for drivers that show up 10 minutes or more early or very late. They get a slap on the wrist and a , “Don’t do that again! Bad!” Meanwhile the consequences for me are real. I face punishment for being late. To avoid being late, I must take Uber or Lyft. Being poor is not easy.
I’m hoping someone out there can help me or direct me to a resource about setting up WireGuard on OPNsense. I’m behind CGNAT and want to remotely access my home network so I have a cloud VPS. I am able to get a handshake between the the endpoints but cannot do anymore than that. Halp!
Not Much To Say
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Feeling a Sense of Defeat
https://goblackcat.com/feeling-a-sense-of-defeat/
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