midnight posting
sadposting for a free cascadia
burnt out grime soul, probably (b|n)pd
deadest of dead doves
sre, linux, whatever
i try to be nice, i just whine about everything a lot.
@jackryder@infosec.exchange @da_667@infosec.exchange I am now forever cursed to hear Green Greens in my head whenever Docker barfs in my lap.
Yay. That is all. Now I need to sleep for three days.
At least for all of my social media gaffes I’ve never told someone brave enough to cosplay a character from a controversial game to “remove their nosering to make it more accurate” jfc
That toxic “feeling left out -> nobody likes me -> ghost, leave, sever all ties” pipeline is my specialty. It’s also proof that recognizing the pattern isn’t enough to fix it.
tfw I get told I'm being too cautious in my role
I am out of reserve. Paradoxically better and worse all at once (I think I ran out of cortisol? Is that a thing?) but called in sick and haven’t done anything but lay in bed. AMA I guess
Not sure when on-call became do whatever the fuck developers want with no oversight just do the thing peon, but cool.
I want to be able to submit "do it now" tickets with a same day expectation, I'm on the wrong side of this argument I think
Electricity was spent on this for some reason?
I need to get my concert scraper going. Missing Sunn O))) at the Roseland is fucking criminal :<
I love it when SRE is relegated to a helpdesk role. Legit taking shit from tech management like I'm being fancy for using basic things like dig and curl. Good times.
Think I'm ready to go beat a path for a new org
“Oh sweet a notification even if it’s someone calling me a selfish asshole who doesn’t deserve to be in a relationship let’s see-“
Sigh
Cool, love that I couldn’t hold my shit together on the phone with my partner who’s away. Like all the stress just cracked me and I choked up and made her worry I think. Fuck.
Gonna make up something about exhaustion and overwhelm maybe, but it’s just so fucking lonely. I forget that separation from your partner/fp when you have bpd is straight up traumatic.
Haha chat. This is just coincidence. Nothing to see here. I'm not cooked.
"I can't cat a bunch of split files together and rename them to tar.gz, can you redo the whole export but limit it to these tables, please make this high priority"
Please kill me
Have we developed an RPG system where casting spells causes mutations and even cancer in the practitioner? Sounds depressing but interesting as hell. Like altering reality can’t be super awesome for your DNA @RikerGoogling@mas.to
Maybe the timeline diverged when we whitewashed the animal crackers guy to make a musical