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Matilda

@junklight@mastodon.art
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she/her (but fuck the patriarchy)

Queer. Transfemme

music & pictures & other nonsense.

ultimately disappointing

born at 322.18ppm

https://linktr.ee/junklight

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469 Followers
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Joined May 06, 2022
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 1mo ago

why do trans people take so many selfies?

'cos we've never seen ourselves in pictures before!

also the light in the small toilet was really nice ;-)

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
#photography #ulverston
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 4mo ago

fed up of middle class white men opining about things that don't effect them

"Oh I think Starmers doing an acceptable job in a difficult situation"

NO

he's waging war on trans people, non white people, disabled people, poor people, people with mental health requirements

he's made our lives VERY much worse

if you don't give a fuck about other people that's fine but do realise everyone can see that and values your views accordingly

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 1mo ago

is it just me or is the LLM model hype noise kind of quiet at the moment? are we reaching the point of diminishing returns?

reading the reddit channels for this stuff - latest models are ok, yeah they can regurgitate minecraft & variations on demand & if you have wrangling skills you can get ok stuff out of them but this is still SO far from "replace your staff" level

(& this is what everyone that understands this technology expects to happen BTW)

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 1mo ago

A. and I had a very random visit to Glasgow yesterday which I intended to write about since it was quite interesting revisiting somewhere I moved to 30 years ago!!

we had a lovely time - very relaxing but I've been flat out today so that's all you are getting for now

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 1mo ago

RE: @transworld@masto.ai

obviously this is currently trump talking shite but we should recognise here that this is full on the kind of horrors that we recoiled from the Nazis doing: forcing unwanted surgeries on people

As a young person I wondered how Germany got there back in the day but now I know. Most people are cheering this stuff on - it's not happening to them, it is happening to people they've been taught to hate - what have they got to complain about? The banality of evil

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 1mo ago

I'm pretty sure facebooks algorithm includes "oh you blocked a racist. THAT is ENGAGEMENT - here are more racists for you"

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 1mo ago
Trans nonsense
A. was very supportive of my going on HRT. Her only worry was I'd be all emotional - and while I am a bit ;-) that part is fine What perhaps neither of us expected was the close parallels between her perimenopause and my HRT & shared experiences She's starting to fiddle with her treatment DIY style now (honestly the treatment from the NHS is just shite and so gatekeeper-y) & wants to watch me do my injection on friday :-)
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago
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@aparrish @Blender my thoughts exactly!
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 1mo ago

I mean I get why they give you the full Ableton suite for a trial but honestly it would be SO much easier for testing installs if I could just have that old Live Light thing they used to give away with hardware. The suite install is HUGE` and takes ages.....

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 1mo ago

obv my youtube feed has a bit of "ai" commentary in 'cos I'm kind of interested. Bear in mind I'm pretty picky what I watch, block a lot of channels etc so there IS sampling bias.

This morning:

the majority of videos: OpenAi is kind of flailing/screwed

ONE video: that's it anthropic is done

Going to say I've been saying for a while that OpenAI is the worse bet - they make a lot of execution errors & their finances are wild

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
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@yaxu@post.lurk.org Samizdat software!!! that's what it felt more like in pre-internet days. And even with dial up it was easier to get linux off of floppies than from "online"
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
Death (defeating the point of my post by CWing it)
this whole "you can't make jokes about someone who is dead" and in particular the tone of those posts indicate a very unhealthy relationship with death dying doesn't make you a good person (& goodness knows I can tell you - having been _right_ up to the precipice - I didn't sort my life out until after that!) dying is a NORMAL thing that happens to ALL of us (& everyone we know) death isn't a magic state of grace
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
Your cookie banner is really fucking irritating without you getting cutsey with the option names......
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
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re: more musings on death
@CharlotteEowyn@chaosfem.tw I think that is very human. For me the experience clarified a lot - including now absolutely no fear of it (been there done that ;-)) The conscious experience may end. But we are still remembered by others. How we live , for ourselves becomes vital (which is hard in itself) but there is no easy path to this (wouldn't recommend the dying thing profound as it was: took me more than a year & a half to recover & has upended everything)
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
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more musings on death
@CharlotteEowyn@chaosfem.tw & I know what you mean about enchantment - but that comes from within us, from what we put out into the world. Ultimately for any of us. there is only us that's incredibly scary but also kind of freeing??
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
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more musings on death
@CharlotteEowyn@chaosfem.tw but see what for me was a profound life changing experience I think about every day - is just words to you! such a hard thing to share
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago
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@ross @cstross I see what you are doing BUT I've also OWNED that dishwasher ;-)
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
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@CharlotteEowyn@chaosfem.tw "old enough to have read it" sounds really patronising but I've come across loads of younger people that don't know it ;-)
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
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@CharlotteEowyn@chaosfem.tw you are "total perspective vortext'ing" yourself!!! (hitch hikers - I'm guessing you are probably old enough to have read it) "if life is going to exist in a Universe of this size, then the one thing it cannot afford to have is a sense of proportion." I wish I could help you more with your existential crisis - perhaps if we lived in the same country but you'll get there!!
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 3mo ago
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@ercanbrack@mastodon.online my (about to be released) product is cross platform. Works on Linux (x86, not there with arm yet). Definitely see a lot more people complaining about windows. Feels chicken and egg to me. “Can’t use Linux cos there are no products “ Anyway happy to develop for it & will continue to do so.
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 3mo ago
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@BathysphereHat@mastodon.online I'm increasingly coming to the conclusion that some peoples "hobby" is being angry with other people on the internet & I have a horrible suspicion that it speaks volumes about the emptiness of their lives (obviously then you need to start talking about capitalism and how we live etc etc..)
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
Replying to
DIY HRT
@xorlou@lgbtqia.space I can tell you from horrifying experience that if something happens to your single vial it's not good!!!! - very good to have reserves - I think the shelf life is at least 4 years (keep out of direct sunlight) Also - I take slightly more than that 5mg (0.12ml) every 7 days :-) no idea if that makes any difference
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
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@CharlotteEowyn@chaosfem.tw the whole "it makes us look bad" thing drives me mad - trans people with the whole 'you have to pass' or gay people with their "don't be so weird" like you say - it's counter culture (& god knows we need it - resist the beige authoritarian onslaught demanding everyone is boring and the same under facism)
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
Currently re-reading the Wolf Hall trilogy. Henry VIII was a very trump like character- kind of fascinated that the vast majority of courtiers (ie people in his close orbit we know the names of) ended up executed. (& some that survived were executed by subsequent monarchs) The idea of being so lured by power that even knowing it's odds on you will be killed for it - it's somehow still worth having? can't really get my head around that
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
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more musings on death
@CharlotteEowyn@chaosfem.tw having been as close as possible to being dead & having had the incredible fortune to make it back (out of hospital cardiac arrest - less than 5% survival rate) - there is nothing 'the other side' you are just 'gone'. for me nothing to be scared of anymore. Grief is for ourselves - missing the other people/being - that is WAY harder - other beings we love going. Definitely appreciate the days we are alive - no second chances
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago

RE: @DrALJONES@mastodon.social

maybe *I* will review my position on the UK's claim to the Falkland islands......

(I mean...what? this has real "I'll tell the teacher you did a big fart" energy. Unless I guess he plans to invade somewhere (Falklands? UK?) to change things - which is not beyond the realms of possibility sadly )

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 3mo ago
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@ercanbrack@mastodon.online also. People on forums…….
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago

RE: @fionaorkneynews@mastodon.scot

I visited the tomb of the eagles at the turn of the century - was January & I'm pretty sure I was the only tourist on Orkney at the time. Got to have loads of these sites to myself.

I arrived at the seemingly random farmhouse with the tomb of the eagles and a chap came out to see me. I now realise that was Ronald Simison himself!!! he took me into his conservatory and showed a load of find. Then he said walk to a long the cliff until the wind drops - and there you are

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago
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@ghost_bird @mindpersephone @CharlotteEowyn @MzAprilDaniels @eliza copying my instance admin in @Curator - looks like some kind of scraper - certainly picking our instance up
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 4mo ago
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@ghost_bird@weirder.earth oooh! nice!
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago
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@jepyang I'm standing up for the minority of the minority ;-)
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
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@CharlotteEowyn@chaosfem.tw back in the day, when I was sexually active - one of the conversations I had with _loads_ of "straight" people when they found out I am bi was about same sex crushes/encounters. I've only met two people who were absolutely never going to (consciously) sleep with a woman (one a man, one a woman - & I slept with both of them ;-) I've long since lost contact with either so they'll probably never find out they actually did ;-) ) (also 1/2 - I dont' get as many letters as you :-p)
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago

transitioning didn't change my sexuality at all BUT it did make it make sense to me!

in unrelated news - I bought all the rest of the Jemma Topaz books I didn't already have (and her new one!)

https://jemmatopaz.carrd.co

jemmatopaz.carrd.co
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago

So the instance I’m on is super strict about blocking. Which is pretty nice in terms of lack of spam and harassment & nonsense.
Just discovered that there is a list of filtered notifications!!! Sorry if you replied and I ignored you. You are likely in that list!

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago
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@semanticist ha ha - yeah good point! :-)
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 1mo ago

from the department of "I haven't the faintest"

There is a local covers band on round the corner.

Their name is "Rhythm Dead Lady" - like what???

I can't even begin to work out what they were thinking

(They've been around for 30 years - FB link https://www.facebook.com/groups/41581275792 - they sound fairly ok if you like pub covers bands)

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago
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@FinalGirl thank you (& apart from the bleeding - but I AM getting the hang of it:-) )
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
apparently Openai struggling with ad revenue... looking forward to product placement in LLMs: "ChatGPT - my car is broken what do I do?" "Well, first of all sit down with a nice cold Coca-Cola..." can't fail
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago
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@agmlego@tacobelllabs.net @ebel@moytura.org I mean I wander about being visibly trans all over the place (especially rural places) - certainly get looks - some rude others just "never seen a trans person before". Have adopted a policy of ignoring men nowadays too. But haven't had anything worse than the odd remark & lots of people are lovely bear in mind I'm older and fairly tall
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 4mo ago
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@FinalGirl@blackqueer.life @LunaDragofelis@void.lgbt @Serena@lgbtqia.space I'm very poorly qualified to comment- being a white trans person ,but this one drives me up the wall here in the uk, trans people acting like the current crap is the end of the world, like can you not see what various BIPOC people get? - Muslims for ex. have been (& still are) constantly in the papers for decades - worse outcomes, more arrests etc etc - yeah it's not great but honestly I'd fix racism (since its at the root of so much) before anti-trans shit
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago
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@agmlego@tacobelllabs.net @ebel@moytura.org (you'll have to scroll back on my timeline to see what I look like :-) but I don't 'pass' (so many issues with that word/concept) )
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago
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@FinalGirl the nice thing about the safety razor is how cheap the blades are - basically new blade for everything :-)
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago

trapped in a meeting (FOR THE WHOLE AFTERNOON!!!!!!)

entertaining myself with selfies - I need to pay slightly too much attention to be able to read...

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 5mo ago
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& when you read reform voter posts - they think the last tory party were communist let alone Labour!! Labour are fucking us all over for absolutely nothing - nothing for them - everyone still hates them and nothing for us (literally)
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 1mo ago

ugh - going to need to automate all this build/release process!!!!

AND figure out cross platform builds if I can

however job for another day :-) I can do it manually for a little while.....

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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 2mo ago
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@CharlotteEowyn@chaosfem.tw good stuff ! :-) I'm kind of glad he died before he turned out to be an arse (not that there was any sign but I couldn't have coped) those books have been SO important to me - and he seemed to have understood SO much about the way things work
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Matilda @junklight@mastodon.art
· 1mo ago

pretty much the last thing to go - I'm selling my mixer.

this mixer has been the BEST mixer I've owned, & I've had a fair few over the years

https://reverb.com/uk/item/100821977-allen-heath-cq-18t-16-channel-digital-mixer-2023-present-black

(& yes my reverb shop is under my old identity. I already hate it (the reverb shop), what's one more thing to dislike ;-) )

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