@SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2w ago

#Urgent #MutualAidRequest update No change #Mastodon $104 short for housing we're 3 hours PAST DUE for Sept 24th A contribution from SW hit my bank today Balance is now - $42 I probably have to call 911 for Mom and we'll be locked out the room for good I'm scared kofi: sabilewsounds PPal: SabiLewSounds Linktree: sabilewsounds 🐇 Vnm: toadlyturtle CA: toadlyturtle *Add note* "Sabi" @mutualaid@a.gup.pe @disability@a.gup.pe @MutualAidNet@mastodon.social @mutual_aid@starflower.space

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2w ago

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I say no and get shamed for it through niceties or yt guilt and fragility getting shoved into my broken bleeding heart I grow cold and weak and shut down just to keep my capacity to care for a whole other human being because without me she's FUCKING DEAD Most who cry for #MutualAid are only watching out for one human, unless they have children which that's the only time ya'll seem to listen or perceive anyone as a caretaker but you don't see the eugenics that you spit in my face

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2w ago

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You all say "fuck you!" to my mother every damn time you include me in selfish mass DMs circumventing spaces I've made specifically for when and if I have the ability to give emotional and cognitive resources for anyone besides my mother I can't even fucking ask for myself. My partner is the only one who witnesses that every fucking day as he's left high and dry OVERWORKED, equally neglected while he's looking out for himself, two other humans that he chooses to love - mourning several losses

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2w ago

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If you learned anything I still need $145 before I can pay our hotel fees, they don't take partial payments, another $183 will be needed tomorrow My bank account is overdrawn by 170 because I had to swipe my funds meant for car insurance before they take it out just to keep us safe last night By grace of goddess it hit on the weekend kofi: sabilewsounds PPal: SabiLewSounds Linktree: sabilewsounds 🐇 Vnm: toadlyturtle CA: toadlyturtle *Add note* "Sabi"

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2w ago

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I have strictly limited capacity for self advocacy without pushing me deeper into suicidality and ya'll treat it like it's a fucking joke as if some broad stroke disclaimer is enough to hold a gapping bleeding wound I close my DMs to such things and my boundaries are crossed no matter what AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN I give grace knowing survival makes people do the most cruel things no matter their intentions But the harm still stands I'm tired of it When do I burn bridges? After I'm dead?

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 1mo ago

Disabled displaced Indigenous Latina Multidisciplinary Artist and full time caretaker for elder in need of support $55 is Needed to keep us sheltered today Sept 16th struggling to keep days straight, $183 due Sept 17th, $204 for Sept 18th kofi: sabilewsounds PPal: SabiLewSounds Linktree: sabilewsounds 🐇 Vnm: toadlyturtle CA: toadlyturtle *Add note* "Sabi" #ALT4me #MutualAidSavesLives #Despair

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2w ago

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You push and push and push grinding me into a pulp and they always act surprised or heap cruelty onto themselves as if I would ever say such cruel things to someone I call friend... or performative fawning happens... Strangers who would be friends offer more kindness and then feel the burn of the words I can't even say openly While other friends I see drowning and I'm too frail and broken to reach out to them in the dark, the teara are overwhelming I'm tired I just want Mom to have peace

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2w ago

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I get called ungrateful but you don't even fucking know everything I deal with even within 2 waking hours that comfy yt assholes wouldn't stand for even 5 mins

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2w ago

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The proof is where your elders are The proof is where you leave your descendants while you line the pockets of the oligarchs The proof is how you shield your eyes from the poor and disabled and suffering The proof is your lustful consumption of suffering that's too far to change anything about your day while you hashtag the headlines to say you're a good person I'm no stranger to the discomfort of seeing things that make me feel powerless I chose to fight and that's why I'm homeless

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2w ago

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But who cares about an old woman her daughter and a disabled man right!? Unless you wanna extract labor from them... Then if we cry compassion abuse you'll turn that knife straight into my guts saying I'm ungrateful, asking too much, not speaking up enough I HAVE BEGGED FOR HELP ADVOCATING FOR AT LEAST A WHOLE FUCKING DECADE Long before becoming homeless, long before losing my ability to grit myself through corporate simping for survival without literally killing myself, long, long ago

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2w ago

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She shouldn't have to live through SEVEN FUCKING DECADES OF HARM AND ABUSE AND NEGLECT She's hungry and I can't give her food She's lonely and I'm just a shell here holding back tears She's terrified and I can't witness her pain She's lost in her trauma and I can't be anything of who she needs I work more than so many but why should work be what constitutes care!? You callous selfish and cowardly nation...

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2w ago

Everyone wants people to dig themselves out of death and spit on you when you can't How dare anyone ask for help How dare anyone expect to be interconnected 100 People sending 2 would help me survive a day but everyone is out for themselves I keep hoping to do my work but I'm left behind all the time Just this morning I was daydreaming about sitting to stream again but 15 hrs later and I'm still struggling to even know where my family will be in a few hrs

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2mo ago

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When you're #unhoused everything one might do to make your own way back to normal is labeled a scam, a grift or "mooching" I have multiple things that I offer my community that I have ALWAYS given without asking for monetary support #MutualAid is about the truth that every living being has inherent worth and that we work together to sustain one another through #CommunityCare not charity that makes the most oppressed jump through hoops and the most powerful cont to benefit from extracting labor

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2mo ago

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CW joke but kitty not ok

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2mo ago

Rent is past due, Mom sits laughing and playing having no idea that we will be ripped away from saftey in a few hrs What can I do? There's no where to go I lose the last bits of what I use to #create #art #music and every other kind of media I have to offer I've been too weak to stream on #Twitch for weeks My battery is at 57% I don't have savings, I never did. When they knock we're done... Do I take clothes I can't wash? Do I take my bunnies' ashes, do I take food... Oh yeah

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 3mo ago

Hotel Past Due, we're incredibly close, please before they come ask what's going on $132 short https://paypal.me/SabiLewSounds Disabled people suffering #poverty face these kind of comments daily, I'm fortunate to be grounded in my content creation to know it adds to engagement even if it burrows into my trauma and pain but most can't access that fact when facing death by #capitalism #MutualAidRequest #DirectAid #DisabilityPrideMonth

paypal.me

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 5mo ago

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@CStamp@mastodon.social @lionso@mastodon.social omg I thought you said it looked nasty and I was like 😰😱 so cruel!!! My fav dishes with rice from my people is gallopinto (rice mixed with red beans, cooked with onions and green peppers) and then chicken and rice, in that instance just boil it but it's slightly soupy, cook thw chicken in the rice with same onions and green peppers but add mint and forget what else.

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2mo ago

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@nada@manganiello.eu same, praying for your family and mine

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2mo ago

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@dlakelan@mastodon.sdf.org @cwebber@social.coop @andrewrk@mastodon.social 🤔 Wish I had spoons and luxury to dig into what's being said here but I have a feeling it's worth it

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 6mo ago

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I'm a Multidisciplinary #Artist, Mental Health and #Disability Advocate My family is homeless and in dire need of care. No mutual aid has come in overnight. Please help my family survive. #MutualAidRequest #SabiLewSounds #ALT4me #KofiShop https://paypal.me/SabiLewSounds https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds https://linktr.ee/sabilewsounds 3/3

paypal.me

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 2mo ago

RE: https://mastodon.social/@SabiLewSounds/116928323578750995 Hi #Mastodon this is an #Urgent #MutualAidRequest 791 needed, 3 hrs to go for my housing This hotel is more accessible but that comes with a huge price https://paypal.me/SabiLewSounds

mastodon.social

SabiLewSounds: "Hi #Mastodon this is an #Urgent #MutualAidRequest…" - Mastodon

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 5mo ago

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@CStamp@mastodon.social @lionso@mastodon.social that's so sweet that she made him those foods. I do enjoy pierogis 🥟 myself

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 5mo ago

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Hi #Mastodon I hope anyone who can help does what they can If you could at least #boost to find the right people it would be amazing #DirectAid saves lives

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 5mo ago

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@lionso@mastodon.social @CStamp@mastodon.social in Nicaragua it's eaten daily from what Mom taught me

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 5mo ago

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@kshernandez Omg I've had a rough day but been worried about it all day 😭😭😭 Sweet blessings I get to keep my friend

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 6mo ago

Please give care to @kshernandez@me.dm share, #boost make your own post - can provide alt text

Currently goal is at 20/1360

https://linktr.ee/khernandez

me.dm

KSHernandez ♊(she/her/they) (@kshernandez@me.dm) - me.dm by Medium.com

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 6mo ago

Hello #ALT4me my family is in need of care

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds/goal

A #boost goes a long way to keeping us safe

mastodon.social

Mastodon

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 3mo ago

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Sabi's friend need #DirectAid pls

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 5mo ago

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@oldgeek@masto.yttrx.com @nolsen311@infosec.exchange @impermanen_@zirk.us 🤣 Goodness gracious

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 5mo ago

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@david_chisnall@infosec.exchange @nolsen311@infosec.exchange @impermanen_@zirk.us I'm on the SW side of the fediverse and honestly 99% of those of us who post #NSFW content do so with proper blurring and etc and Mastodon automatically blurs things Also the BBC tag has it's own load of much more "scandalous" images and I've never seen anyone say "be careful tagging BBC" Patriarchal control of bodies, especially femme bodies does enough to make SW difficult and dangerous than to accuse us of taking over cute Donkey content

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 6mo ago

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No matter how much you hate someone or their values cutting them off from community by leaving them for dead doesn't just hurt them, it hurts everyone they support and everyone care for... That's letting #facism win I don't just caretake Mom 24/7 I am an elder & peer to many artists. Without the arts the souls of communities fade away. We're not just entertainment. The value of art is connection and there are so many artists being isolated by poverty including myself. 2/3

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 5mo ago

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@mespique@mastodon.social @impermanen_@zirk.us I love donkeys and really loved this commission!

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 7mo ago

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@djwfyi that's terrible - idk of anyone but I boosted hoping it reaches the right folx

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 20mo ago

Bridging allows posts from one platform to be automatically ported over to another.

It means that those on the other platform will be able to see your posts and follow you.

You can also follow and see posts for those who have bridged theirs.

To bridge Mastodon to Bluesky, follow @bsky.brid.gy on Mastodon

To bridge Bluesky to Mastodon, follow @ap.brid.gy on Bluesky

https://techcrunch.com/2024/06/05/bluesky-and-mastodon-users-can-now-talk-to-each-other-with-bridgy-fed

https://fed.brid.gy

techcrunch.com

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 35mo ago

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@shi@tech.lgbt @h5e@tech.lgbt 😭 I like the formatting being default as 80% of the time that's what I need

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 6mo ago

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@cycletherapyHam I hope you make it through

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SabiLewSounds @SabiLewSounds@mastodon.social

· 16mo ago

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@libreoffice@fosstodon.org @tdforg@fosstodon.org Dude I love libre office - wish I had it on android bc fuck me for being homeless and losing access to my PC

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