Rachel Gustave Lee Mathes
mastodon 4.7.3An autistic trans furry in the 21st century. Talks about queerfur stuff, politics, reading, music, games, horny on main and motorsports. It will get lewd and flirty; those will have content warnings! 18+
I care too much and I want to love myself and enjoy things more, and I think that's a good thing!
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Took a gummy before bed, woke up halfway through. Head and bits feel sensitive, whoa. Wish me luck on the second half of rest! ![]()
I'm thinking I want to pay for an art for the rat persona again, but I'm not sure I know what I want on her or what she's doing, heck! :blob_dizzy_face:
Gods, finally getting a chance and ability to more directly pinpoint traumatic experience and affliction/flashback; sharing a good chunk of that with my therapist this morning before work... I'm still shaking, queasy and feeling disoriented.
Fuck trauma, and fuck what all of that did to me; school, work, some parenting, and especially whiteness. I'm just about ready to help end this; I don't want anyone to go through this traumatic isolation ever :blobsob: