Trav / Theresa

don't forget to look at the moon!!

(okay, full moon is tomorrow, but it's still pretty tonight)

psst it might help some critters I know--

someone on bsky has created the Emergency Trans Meal Fund which is just a simple "if you are in dire straits I will buy you dinner". limited slots per day/week, but it's something. I don't think they are on Mastodon or I'd have reblogged from there, but if it's relevant to you, check out autumnwolff.bsky.social on bsky

I want to grind my cunt on someone. Crotch, face, hand, whatever. Make me feel good, and I'll make you smell like *me*

Hey, do I know anyone around the Seattle area with access to a CNC mill for wood? My pagan temple's looking to get some labyrinth tokens carved and we're having trouble finding affordable makerspaces.

think I've finally settled on the last species I'm adding to Innerlight

Capybaras

Picture a big slow capybara with a battle axe. Calm, placid, and dealing slash attacks to your entire party's front row

okay that was too gross to handle. The plugin started autonomously applying to fucking Palantir for me. Uninstall.

...I mean, it's not illegal to get hired and do a _really bad job_, like worse than if they hadn't hired anybody, but still... I don't want that stink on me.

*coyote biting your pants*

Hey can IDE writers just stop with the "automatically replace the letters you typed with the nearest matching identifier" thing? Okay, that's great for tab completion. The key word there being TAB completion. Absolutely 100% of the time that I type some letters which don't match an identifier exactly and then a comma, it's because I haven't defined the identifier yet and I'm about to do that. Please do not replace them automatically upon typing comma with some random-ass thing.

recently I've seen friends having big therian moments and I feel kinda blank and unable to connect. And that used to be my whole thing! Not sure if I recognize that part of myself anymore.

Out of nowhere in the last year I've developed *severe* anxiety attacks if I can't eat on time. I don't know where they came from and I feel awful about them :l

Hey friends and critters, anyone interested in a therian camping trip in the PNW?

NW Howl is a yearly five day semiprimitive campout in private forest land in the Cascades, an hour or two north of Seattle. It takes place July 23-27. We've usually got a dozen people and I'd love to see new faces <3

therapy has helped clarify some of the way my brain works.

if I have hope for the future, if there is a *clear path forward*, I can be crazy productive and happy. Once I start feeling blocked, like there's no progress towards anything to be hopeful for, the depression is debilitating.

I'm a being that is powered by optimism and hope. I need to figure out how to keep that going in the dark times. The creatures I surround myself with are an absolutely essential part of it.

No wonder I hit the weed to help me sleep so often these days. I can't masturbate myself to sleep anymore since surgery. >.o

surgical transition has unquestionably made my life worse in so many little ways and better in almost zero. it's just that the uncertainty from _not_ doing it would have been so much worse.