BeAware 
Social Media fool on multiple platforms. I tend to talk about #Fediverse
and it's nuances. Also post #AIart using #Midjourney from time to time. I am your typical hippie and weed
smoker. Follow me for a variety of topics like #gaming; comments and opinions on tech news; World news opinions; occasional self-loathing and #depression messages. VERY #ADHD. Sometimes my thoughts aren't organized.
🎶Day n Nite, the lonely loner seems to free his mind at night🎶
So...I haven't posted here for a bit so I figured I'd update on what's been going on in my personal life if anyone cares.
I've been taking care of my bedridden dad for the past year and I lost him at the end of February.
Then, I was talking to a woman that I REALLY liked and she decided she just wanted to be friends around the same time.
It's been a few weeks since that happened and I was taking both things really rough and tried to keep her as a friend.
However, she started posting about a new guy she was crushing on IRL and gushing over him yesterday and I crashed out.
I started drinking then ended up unfollowing her and forcing her to unfollow me.
Long story short, we got into a huge argument and we're not friends anymore.
I've just been feeling super worthless lately and have been drinking quite a bit. I just finished a 40 oz as I write this rambling post.
I appreciate everyone who's ever talked to me here. Sorry I've been absent. I've been enjoying Threads as it has lots more pro wrestling discussion.
Also, for those who followed my Threads account, I deactivated it last month when all this was going down and I can't reactivate Fediverse Sharing for a few more days.
@ppb1701@ppb.social yeah I'm trying. Stupid situationship issues with this woman and having to deal with my dad just been getting to my head.
So I decided to start walking like I was before COVID and try to get my weight down again. If I stay busy, I keep my mind off things.
@ppb1701@ppb.social @beaware.social@threads.net if you don't have the legal means to do so with money or otherwise, I recommend https://1max.top in a browser with a good adblocker.👀
It has all the popular wrestling shows and they all air live and are saved for awhile after as well.
@ppb1701@ppb.social @beaware.social@threads.net I hope AJ goes to TNA cause I have front row tickets to two TNA shows in March. I haven't seen AJ live since 2016 at WM 32. It'd be nice to see him one last time.
@ppb1701@ppb.social @beaware.social@threads.net fucking BINGO.
Just do something else!😩
Maybe after WrestleMania they'll come up with something interesting. For now, I got plenty of other shit to watch.🤷♂️