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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪

@veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
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late dx autism+adhd

here mostly neurodiv. + haiku.

no pronouns. evolving. be kind.

i struggle with language incl. using right pronouns AND I defend/use chosen/neo pronouns.

i enjoy privacy, let's all resist gossip.

i abhorr exclusion, incl. ageism, sp. from queers: go read books and ask yourself who is or not in the room.

329ppm

somewhere in Germany.

#nobots

#nonbinary #haiku #actuallyautistic #queer #berlin #aro #poetry #haiku #queerartist #aceflux
#poly #pansexual #kinky #autigender

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516 Following
15 Posts
Joined April 25, 2023
pronouns:
none, they, evolving, and yes, I also struggle with that
Profile photo:
a blurred picture of my shadow on a white wall.
banner:
a painting: truth is good. if you click on it, a part of a face with an eye is on the left side.
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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 5mo ago

Unpopular thought.

Both can be true, and a lot of people are having this talk.

Self diagnosis is valid and saves lives.

And.

A surge in self diagnose and/or neurodivergence as an "identity" is creating chalenges to a lot of us, not only limited to doctors consultation rooms and pushing the usual ones more in need out of the picture.

The solution, imho, is more solidarity, inclusion, dialogue and awareness, not the contrary. But also patience and endurance.

#actuallyautistic

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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 5mo ago

Hottest accessoire
Not a fashion statement
A pepper spray flask
inside millions of purses
And pursed lips wont tell

(more a tenga than a haiku, but wanted to bring the topic that it keeps ppl safe while still mostly ilegal)

#DailyHaikuPrompt spray #haiku #poetry #tenga

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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 5mo ago

Reached 1024 open tabs on my web browser on the phone. 2 to the power of 10.

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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 5mo ago
Replying to
@barefootrambling@autistics.life @autistics@fedigroups.social i did not know the word liminal. I was calling myself "the passenger". Still do. I relate to what you describe. Except that when unmasking started i still can be in many places and people trust me except i dont want to be the "therapy friend" any more, so sudenly people less interested in my utility. Before unmasking I thought i was popular and loved. Then lockdown came, and people had to define priority contacts because of gathering rules and police controls, and surprise, i was nobody's priority contact. When travelling or random situations i talk with people and gain their trust to an extensive point, but a tiny bit of arm distance.. both sides. Maybe as it should be. sometimes contacts last years, decades. I navigate several contexts and bubles, i sort of belong in a conditional and non fanatical way to all of them, loyalty but dont sign their magna carta. At least without reading the fine print. I see the failings, contradictions in bubles and groups. Sometimes adress them, sometimes keep them for myself. I just do my thing. And maybe that is what makes me trustable I do my thing and seldom will be entangled or corrupted by the dynamics of one single buble.
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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 5mo ago

Today i was happy for some seconds having found out that gender repulsed exists as a thing.

Only it is not the thing i needed it to be for that combination of words.

I feel annoyed and mostly repulsed by the idea of gender as a whole, not only for me. I would love not to be reminded that gender exists, and/ or that people of all types see the world though gendered eyes.

Or maybe i havent found yet the right term describing this.

#gender #agender #queer #nobots

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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 5mo ago

After long rigour
Spring mists judgement
Uncontained

#DailyHaikuPrompt

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#writing #SmallPoems #Poetry #haiku
@dailyhaikuprompt@mastodon.world

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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 5mo ago

Celebrating #maythe4thbewithyou
Laying in bed.

Matbe interesting for other people sharing similar tastes of neurodivergence.

Got overestimulated and overdriven for weeks. Unable to get out of bed. Brain is active but unable to engage with my to do list. Physically weak.i cant be convinced to speak or listen to people speaking to save my life.

Now the interesting part. I know shutdowns. Even if i didnt: pulse slows down, hunger is gone, a ridiculous absence of the need to use the bathroom, sense of time and space very porous, sometimes ego dissolution.

Usually i know it will be over soonish because stomach starts making noises or salivating comes back.

(do other people get these parasympatic symptoms too?)

I have been in burn out since months and i am basically managing shutdowns. No idea how to get out of this (without taking a year sabatical planting cabages away from home).

#ActuallyAutistic

@autistics@fedigroups.social

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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 5mo ago
Replying to
@autismunicorn@autistics.life @autistics@fedigroups.social years ago i used to have a lot of anger, and recently not. I try to antecipate, defuse, descalate or avoid conflicts these days, but not as a person avoiding difficult talks at all costs. I spent much time learning conflict solving etc. What did not change is that conflicts, mostly really weird, as "how did this even happen" seem to search me. I attract them even walking on eggshells etc. I atribute it to not reading the room, not knowing the non spoken information, internal hierarchies or hidden motivation of others. Sometimes is "rotten affection" people trying to be my friends in the classical way (chatting about personal stuff) and picking on me after being disappointed that i am so not interested in that. I dont know 100% if i have more conflicts than others, i think i do, but definitely they feel weird, energy depleting and devastating.
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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 27mo ago

feeling it could be petulant or too vain.

publishing some of my texts.

no idea where to get started.

any if fellow followers, nd or haiku folk want to give me a hand?

please don't sell me a coach or a training. Just community advice.

#writting #publishing #AskingForAdvice

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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 6mo ago
Replying to
@Aaidanbird @xogium good morning. The begining of the post adresses cis people reading the books: just for precision in this case. I believe the contribution of an opinion of a trans person who reads the books doesnt move goalposts, just adds the information that some trans people read the books, with probably many reasons. I personally dont read Rowling, also Gaiman (used to love the books when they came out) same reasons, i cant untangle and separate, just tmi, cant enjoy the books anymore. And would strongly prefer that other people dont read and i give the information around about what i think it is at stake. I stop one step before assigning transphoby to any person cis or trans who chooses to read them. (have a lot of other words, some of them nice and compassionate some not, some contraditory).
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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 4mo ago

Congenit doesnt mean genetic.

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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 5mo ago

What is this automatic repost madness that happens with certain hashtags?

I havent been here for a while and somebody changed the furniture. Is this the enshitification of mastodon?

how to opt out? why is it not opt in? is it a good idea to opt out?

questions upon questions.

I was just minding my business.

Please direct me to a couple of things to read..

The reposting bots accounts have in their profile one should have the hashtag nobots in the profile and posts.. who informed me of that in the first place?

Like, this should be opt in and not opt out.

manual repost by humans of course fine,..

Very creepy.

#nobots #writting

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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 5mo ago

The g-host promised a lot. An opaque bundle of hardware, software, nerves, and obviously also marketing, peddling no g spot would be left unfound.

"did you commit" was one of the main questions in the room. What we don't know up to now is if it meant "the last code update", or the code backup, or indeed a broader human process, search and discovery, together, togetherness, also individual, intended.

Were we ghosted by entrepreneurship or just daily sexism?

#wss366

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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 4mo ago

Under the tree

in the leafy shade
unscroll of smutty hastags
child climbs above
minor protection needed
before not between screens

#haiku #ageverification #tenga

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Vero.Occam.Rigah 🏳️‍🌈♾️💛🖤💜⚪ @veroalgoz@neurodifferent.me
· 4mo ago
Replying to
@theleftistlawyer@mastodon.social there are a lot of other trans people asking "please dont bring it up" as in people waiting attention not to go there. I have seen that some people's reality is not simple, nor confortable, or not even devoid of risk.
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