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the people's eva

@tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
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Hello! I'm eva. I'm Black, genderqueer, and some flavor of neurodivergent. Based in the imperial core AKA The United Shit of Ass.
Education and mental health M.A.
Solidarity with all oppressed peoples.

Admin of blackqueer.life

I know some folks have education trauma, so heads up I will CW all of my posts about education.

I block vote shamers.

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784 Following
18 Posts
Joined July 06, 2023
Pronouns:
they/them
Age:
Mid 30s
Gender:
genderqueer transfemme
Politics:
communist
Writing:
https://evasblog.blackqueer.life
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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 12mo ago

I wrote a little about this over on Bluesky as well, but recent interactions with more white European leftists on here has got me thinking.

Time after time after time, I have seen white leftists who claim ironclad principles and a fundamental commitment to liberation abandon both in a heartbeat the second they are confronted with a Black person talking about their experience under white supremacy.

And I'm not even talking about advanced, high level conversations about white supremacy and antiblackness. Like, one Black person shows up and says someone was racist to them and these folks without one second's hesitation turn around and run for the hills like the devil is chasing them. It's giving "I'm taking my ball and leaving the country" because home just isn't far enough.

And these folks aren't all liberals, either. They're dyed in the wool leftists, folks who are claiming to be antifascists and anarchists and communists. Some of em spout paragraphs of theory. But they can't tolerate one second of Black anything before they fold. Every time.

On Bluesky I wrote a thread about how the #1 way I know that any given white leftist does not have what it takes to build working class coalitions is if they are snide to Black folks on the internet. That one thing tells me practically everything I need to know.

So my question is this: if you can't handle even one second of looking in the mirror, how the hell do you think you can do revolutionary work?

How are you supposed to help transform society when you can't admit you need to transform with it? What exactly do you think you'll be able to achieve? Because it won't be liberation, I can tell you that right now. To put it in more familiar terms, how can you kill the cop in your head if you won't admit you have one in the first place?

These people will read reams of communist and anarchist literature written by other white folks and memorize the entire 20th century's worth of global foreign policy so they can cosplay as historical experts but can't handle someone telling them their fave Norwegian utopia is white supremacist too. Building entire palaces out of the words of dead white men only to have them fall apart and collapse like a house of cards every time a Black person breathes too hard near them.

All that time studying history only to prove they didn't understand any of it. They can summon up fountains of information about colonialism but never once in their life actually listened to someone who has been colonized. They read Mao's "On Contradiction" but have never once seriously considered the fundamental contradiction of racial capitalism, white supremacy. Just handwaving it away as "superstructure" so they don't have to worry about it.

The thing is, they couldn't organize their way out of a paper bag because they haven't truly done any of the required work on themselves. Liberation's least useful antifascists AKA empire's most useful stooges.

I need for folks to be better than that, white leftists have got to get their shit together because the fact of the matter is, their contributions are needed. We are not so blessed with solidarity and comrades that we can out-organize fascism without them. It's the truth.

Worldwide, the people of the global majority do not have the luxury of waiting for most of y'all to get your heads out of your collective asses on white supremacy. Stop huffing the fucking Klan glue and get serious. It's past time.

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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 3mo ago

For your information I was on tumblr for years and am well aware of how queer discourse functioned on that platform. Your assumption that I was unaware of that and further unaware of the downsides of a hashtag like FediBlock immediately underneath a post of mine where I engaged with the history of the hashtag and discussed various nuances involved shows the level of disrespect towards the needs of Black users of the fediverse that you have.

You have no appreciation for what we have gone through and no compassion for the struggle that I personally mentioned in my post. I know you're not going to heed my words but I need to say them to you anyway.

People like you are the reason I don't come on here anymore. Not the Nazis who post the n word over and over, not the nasty fucksticks who misgendered me and mocked my transfemininity, not even the people who doxxed me. It's the people who see a Black person critiquing something and have an overwhelming compulsion to go into their replies and do that same thing, over and over, forever. You either didn't read or didn't understand or didn't give a shit about the point I was making, and I can't decide which is the worst option.

You people are like a plague on this platform, and no matter how many hundreds we ban more just keep springing up. Your arrogance and entitlement and ignorance and cruelty disgust me. Your casual disregard for my personhood sickens me. And the fact that people like you are plentiful and unremarkable in a place like this wearies me.

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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 3mo ago

RE: @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life

Ah yes, the "sneak delete so no one can see what you said" move. No apology, no admission of fault, just delete it when you get pushback and move on like nothing happened. Sadly predictable, but luckily I wasn't born yesterday so if you care to see the post I quoted you can look here: https://ghostarchive.org/archive/SnQXm

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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 11mo ago

@markwyner@mas.to

In this thread, this mod complains about users who are angry about a Nazi making an account, defends the mod team from criticism, and repeats that closed registration is not an option. At no point does the mod apologize or admit fault on behalf of the team.

Now obviously the instance policy is not the doing of that sole mod so no, he's not individually responsible for what happened. But the team is.

Open registration makes so much more work for the rest of us, putting the burden on the network of smaller instances to clean things up due to the few massive instances that, as @welshpixie@mastodon.art pointed out, prioritize growth over safety in their choice to maintain open registration.

Several notorious serial harassers who show up in fediblock literally every week wouldn't be able to keep up their harassment without instances like mas.to, mastodon.social, mstdn.social, and others with open registration. That policy allows these stalkers to make hundreds (not an exaggeration) of alt accounts for free, quickly.

Their large size also punishes our users when we are forced to defed them to keep our users safe, cutting them off from many mutuals and also limiting the reach of their fundraising posts (which as I have previously stated are more prevalent on BQL due to the impact of employment discrimination, institutional racism, etc on all Black queers).

This is what it means to enable abuse. This is what complicity looks like. It brings me no joy to have to say this, but it's the truth.

#FediBlockMeta

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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 7mo ago

RE: @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life

Reposting this every time someone sends a report for mutual aid posts. I think some folks forgot how it works around here

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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 19mo ago

Y'all, ableism is NOT a minor detail or fringe issue. How many times do we have to fucking go over this??

"Oh well you keep policing my language" it's just not that big of an ask. It's not that hard. If you've got to do a little learning and a little shifting of your perspective, why is that such an unthinkable option? Are you committed or are you not? Do you give a shit about the most marginalized or don't you?

If you're going to start whining about the SJWs bothering you every time someone asks you to reconsider your actions (AKA the bare minimum of solidarity) then you can get the fuck out, and I mean that shit. Get out.

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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 12mo ago
Replying to
@mees@sunny.garden Yes, exactly! People will say things with a straight face like "But we're too civilized to be racist!" And I am left thinking-what do you think "civilized" means? Where do you think the modern concept of "civilization" came from? Guess what, I have terrible news for you!
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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 7mo ago

@tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life

And on the one hand I get it, like yeah poverty IS a scam! But did you know all you need to get rid of it is one simple trick? Doctors HATE it!!

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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 6mo ago
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Like I just can't take him seriously no matter how many people he kills, I'm sorry
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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 6mo ago
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I can't
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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 11mo ago
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@welshpixie thank you. I had to block that person because it's only so many times I'm going to repeat myself when it's clear the other person isn't listening to what I'm saying & would rather just further explain their POV. Like I get it, I understand. I understood the whole time, YOU aren't understanding ME
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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 11mo ago
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@shiri agreed that more tooling is needed. But I will just repeat what I already said about safety vs. growth. Of course it's a tricky problem, community moderation is difficult. Signing up to run an instance means you're agreeing to take on difficult problems. So I don't have much sympathy in this context because white techies have been choosing growth and reach over safety from day 1. And the rest of us have been catching hell for it the whole time. One of the many reasons the fediverse is as white as it is
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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 12mo ago
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@bottled_o_taki@blackqueer.life they're shocked every time! Looking like shocked Pikachu every single day
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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 6mo ago
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The shot before this is of Caroline begrudgingly complimenting him by saying "You're perfect" and then he just looks like this. This shit is frying me bro
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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 6mo ago

RE: @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life

I am no longer Team Elena. Now I am #TeamCaroline

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the people's eva: "#TeamElena" - BlackQueerLife

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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 9mo ago
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RE: https://blackqueer.life/@tillshadeisgone/113159014872182232 @tootadmin@pizza.enby.city you have captured the true spirit of fedilore quite well in this post. Here's another example of them doing a similar kind of distortion
blackqueer.life

the people's eva: "Tbh I'm sick of talking about fedi meta but you d…" - BlackQueerLife

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the people's eva @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life
· 6mo ago

RE: @tillshadeisgone@blackqueer.life

No no wait I've got it. It's giving traveling violin salesman

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