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robotgirl with an eink visor. updating her facial expression takes 1-2minutes and she's always a bit late on understanding any joke

could anyone host me at the beginning of juna in Tallinn? I'd like to Baltic pride but have never went to Estonia before

weee I got a new unaffordably expensive camera!!! 4mins of footage at 16fps is 60€ in film plus 50€ development and scan

Sometimes I have an urge to isolate myself. sometimes I conclude that I rly should leave some community, that I shouldn't talk to some people anymore, that I shouldn't bring up specific topics anymore. sometimes I just want to stop.

but for some reason I never manage to do it properly. maybe I lack discipline or something?I always just doing half way which brings the pain of isolation without the benefits. and I feel guilty and hate myself for not being able to stick to myself...
its weird

as a saxophonist I can confim the accuracy of the alt text. also I really need one of those, its so awkward having to practice in the local parc

RE: @sluttymayo@jorts.horse

I've been watching Frieren with my girlfriend for a while. We just started season two and its ... so bad.
I am quite sad about it, i really liked the show but its barely watchable so far. Does it get better?

doing some filming for TDOV today. absolutely terrifying.

#TDOV video speech thing I made with a friend. it was improvised and horribly terrifying to film.

my friend explains why tdov exists, addresses the current situation trans people face, including the discrimination and explains why you should care, even if you aren't trans yourself

cw: transphobia, us pol

my goofy ass outfit for the carnival gig thing today (I thought its gonna be warmer)

hiii
at the end of this month I'm going to be in Innsbruck (Austria) for a little festival. I'm a bit torn on whether I want to go and I kinda want to drag my gf along. anywaysssss

anyone here from Innsbruck? I'd love to meet some ppl and every trip is worth it if there's silly trans creatures at the end of it!

side quest: operation late night sofa snatch!
we tried getting a new sofa for our apartment!
One of my flatmates found this bad girl lying in the parking lot behind a local convenience store. forces were quickly mobilized and at exactly 11pm a group of 6 people departed from our shared home to pick it up. we walked in single file illuminating the path through the pushes and the dodgy stairs I cut into the hill using our phones.
just after leaving the house someone asks "does anyone have any keys?". the answer is no. none of us took their keys.

we walk to the sofa but there's a person sleeping on it. one of us points it out loud and without missing a beat we all turn on the spot, 180°, and walk back home. maybe we'll try again tomorrow.

I had to run because earlier today I forgot I'm now lactose intolerant and thus drank a litre of milk with strawberry powder. I just in time made it to avoid disaster.

i love my silly sidequests!

a little boy, maybe 6 years old, came up to me in the tram with his mother and asked if there's an instrument in my big box. I showed him my tenor saxophone and he found it very cool and pretty. he asked me if i played a concert and i tried to explain what a marchingband is. then he told me that I look very tired.

kinda wholesome. made me smile :3

I love this. I need this.

my local trans community is tearing itself apart over a really stupid disagreement. people are so vicious and the underhanded and devious ways people attack each other and refuse to take anything at good faith is depressing. the drama has been going on for nearly a week and I am disgusted as I have friends "on both sides" (it has really come to that level of witchhunting).

its sad to see honestly. I didn't like the way the organization was running itself and there were many structural problems but also potential. its a big t4t support network that made quite an impact, being invited to the table with plenty of other queer orgs that usually don't have trans people's best interests in mind.

but alas... infighting, seeing the enemy within, internal power struggles and interpersonal feuds are more of a focus than actually doing anything to address the worsening situation for the trans community in this country.

pathetic.

I wish people talked more about themselves. I don't wanna always be the only one yapping but I also don't know the right questions to get ppl to tell stuff

breaking news, running around since 10am transporting like 100kg of ewaste by foot/bike, then carrying up furniture 4 flights of stairs, then assembling said ikea furniture all on one monster energy drink, a chocolate croissant and two popsickles might lead to loss of emotional control later in the day and unreasonable levels of frustration/anger. The more you know!

(i later ate a pizza and 7veggie fishsticks (silly concept tbh) and took a long bath... im still hungry and still kinda angy at the whole world tho)

My rambly thoughts on #TDoV.
sorry for the messiness I wanted to write a proper speech but I forgor and also standing there was absolutely terrifying (I kept getting annoyed by cops who want me to fuck off urgh).

I hope you still like it :3
CW: us pol, transphobia

French speakers often ask me which pronouns I prefer. They expect 'iel' or maybe 'al'. But I've decided that my pronouns are 'on'. then they usually get angry and frustrated, saying I'm breaking the whole language system and that's super hard. then I usually reply "boohoo!! French is hard for you now?".

I prefer people don't talk about me in French. if they really need to its 'on'. I think breaking the french language with my pronoun choice and making French people angry is a venerable goal :3

does anyone know what this kind of wagon is? (the white ones)
#trains #trainautism

Nofuj side quest report!
My girlfriend is moving into a new apartment and I'm helping a bit with the renovation work that needs to be done. It's quite a dodgy place but its super cheap so i consider it fair.
I wanted to install some outlets in her computer desk but since i dont trust the outlets / wiring in this apartment like at all i decided to get the electicity from the closest distribution box which happens to be in the kitchen. I'm merrily installing a cable channel and then open the box and... what the fuck is this ?!
Like lets ignore the fact that the outlet directly ontop of it has at some point catched fire and has partially melted... what the fuck is this. These screw terminals scare me.
[more explanations/detains are in the alt text btw]
[sry if im using the wrong terms, i dont usually do electrical stuff in english]

Hi, fedi 👋
I wanted to tell ya'll about my recent escapades and side quests but unfortunately i got some technical issues rn preventing me from it for now.

But rest assured: ive been doing quite badly this week due to huge ammounts of drama and as a result of such i took a break of sorts which always leads to weird and wacky adventures. Coming up soon: fuji does some woodworking. fuji does some horrible electrical installs. fuji finishes the terrifying sauna. fuji is scared of realizing how dodgy the gas lines in their girlfriend's aparement are installed. fuji does some urbexing. fuji does - ALL OF THIS HAPPENED IN ONE DAY BTW WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKK

a week ago I did a load of laundry: my big weighted blanket, a bathrobe and two of my wool pullovers.
I then promptly forgot about it, leaving it in the washing machine for an unknown duration of time, maybe days.
some flatmate eventually pulled it out of the machine (soaking wet) and put it all in a plastic box in which it sat for a week in a small puddle of water.
I unfortunately only now remembered the existence of my laundry and when I came looking for it, all the clothes (originally white) have weird crimson red stains. they also give off an insane sweat stench.
I don't think I can salvage this situation :(
maybe the bathrobe and the weighted blanket can be dried, and then washed as 60°c a few times to get whatever the fuck has started growing in it out? but for the wool sweaters it's probably over now.
if there are any laundry experts here that can help me save my pullovers lmk