Luna [High]

I will home assistant the lab

SH'ing by trying to draw my own blood :neobot_floof_sad:

Yay, splint for the next atleast 7-10 days cuz a bad injection formed an abscesses

My phone battery is definitely doing well

I have literally no drugs to do
- benzos: gf is limiting me since I have a slight dependence
- ketamine: tolerance extremely high and a addiction so I'm forcing myself not to take any
- oxy: gf limits cuz uses for legitimate use
- speed: doesnt really do much beside give slight energy and dopamine reward system is wonky
- 4MMC: only gives energy and focus

Gf and I wanted to cuddle but then she had an idea and ran away
Yay

Lonely and want cuddles but gf is focused on their computer :neodog_sob:

Fuck, my ket addiction was bad. I'm craving ket every like 12h and my tolerance was so high 300mg subc would so nothing (in my experience subc dosing and IV dosing are pretty similar, so j could basically IV 300mg and feel little to nothing).
Withdrawal is so annoying, but gotta stay strong.
Literally the only way for me to stop was to stop making ket liquid otherwise even if I didnt want to I would use it

I wanna cuddle @tranquillity@mastodon.minionflo.net, not sit at this stupid doctors office cuz I fucked up an injection once

I need to do stuff but I just cant bring myself to do them

I love having an existential crisis every day

Existing is too hard