#sadness

by Ang Kiukok I found the name but not a title. I will make this the last of the bummer pics I put up for a little bit. My friend died last week early Saturday. He will be missed, he was my hero, he taught me a lot. I say friend but he was a mentor, if you know you know, anyway, thanks man. I miss you. I am learning to dance to the record on the turntable. ❤️ #art #sadness #grief #loss #freedom #acceptance #alive #friends

Ive been living on this all day, because I literally just gave up with zero fucks today. My junior engineers did stupid shit today, and I am up to my neck in it. Can this get any worse? I doubt it. I think secretly the world hates me or something. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCn0b0qqng4&list=PL24pTw466wuDzOwpiKo5GnEZyKVFDV66G&index=25 #Devops #CloudOps #ProgMetal #DoNotCare #Depression #Anger #Sadness #Anxiety #ZeroFucks #Icanttoday #Trans #TransDeveloper #Queer #LGBTQIA #Frustration

Today's #Depression is not as bad. I am not entirely sure why, maybe I slept decent (Gummies help that), maybe I did something right yesterday, I am not entirely sure. But I certainly woke up today in much less #sadness and woefulness than before. Forever I'll be the #Emotional #CloudOps engineer. I cant be the only one right?

Today is just hard. I am still in a sense of deep #loss And something that I loved very. much is going through #change The change itself is beautiful, even gorgeous, but its change that I cant be involved in. So the #Sadness follows it. #trans #queer #lgbtqia #lifework

ウクライナ　Україна 廃墟と残骸に覆われる大地 Земля, вкрита руїнами та сміттям https://note.com/poison_raika/n/n64994868f8dd <> #ruins #debri #envelop #sadness #people #never #give #warm #colorful #flower #barren #heart #people #victory