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Cherche artiste Queer pour discuter cadeaux : Délai début juin Y a-t-il des artistes français/qui envoie en France qui font du queer safe ? Pas de gore, pas de NSFW, juste des trucs en rapport avec les symboles queer (drapeaux, symbole) C'est pour une jeune fille (mineure, d'où la demande SAFE) qui est plusss queer que toutes les Pride de France cumulées. Pour son anniv début juin. (Eh oui, y en a qui ont de la chance d'être des queer né-es le Pride-month) Et oui je suis maxi en retard. Idéalement, je voudrais un mélange de plusieurs artistes. Genre commander 1-3 petits items chez different-es artistes. Je fais ce genre de choses moi-même (broderies), mais elle et sa petite soeur en ont eu beaucoup de stuffs de ma part. Je voudrais qu'elles voient d'autres choses, d'autres types d'art ou d'autres styles et représentations quoi. J'ai pas un giga budget mais je vous demanderais pas de brader vos prix. Je vous encourage à répondre dessous que je puisse vous booster par la même occasion. (Si vous ne souhaitez pas être booster, précisez ou bien vebez direct me parler en DM !) Plein de paillettes dans vos vies ✨️ Booster ce toot permettra d'atteindre les artistes queer de l'ombre des internet Boostez les réponses également pour encourager les artistes queer en cette bientôt-période queer ! #MastoArt #Queer #PrideMonth #Artiste #LGBT #LGBTIQAA

@faithisleaping@anarres.family honestly, french is very hard. A lot of useless letters, or mute one And that means that you can't read it properly because it doesn't speak as it is written In french, lots of people say "ça s'écrit comme ça se prononce" it means "this have to be written like it is spoken" (i guess ? The passive formula is hard in english for me yet) and it is so wrong. We speak with some weird sounds to understand and/or to make We write with, quite often, useless letters And of course, there are so much words that pronounce the same, write almost the same (or very similar) But that mean totally others stuff Example : Maire - mer - mère Maire : it is the mayor, the "chief" of a town or a city La Mer : it is the sea. La Mère : the mother And all 3 are pronounced like "mair" ? (If I try to find a similar english sound) something like in "fair" or "their" And everything in french is gendered... I am happy : je suis heureuse (female) - je suis heureux (male) - je suis heureuxe / heureux-se (neutral form, non official) That's one of many reasons why I like to write in english, because even if I am not careful, when I forgot to check someone's prounouns or gender before I answer to them, I know there is like no risk I made a gender mistake. Because there is no much gender words in english when you directly speak to someone. Well, french is nice to use, to learn, but very hard and too much gendered ! @oldladyplays@wargamers.social

@oldladyplays@wargamers.social -- Sometimes, people like you, on the internet ask us about something about us, about that thing that make us trans, or queer (and same sometimes about disabilities or other stuff like that) Sometimes I read the comments/answers because I am mentally okay to appreciate others' joy And that reminds me that I am "like them", those who answers to you, or to the people like you that ask that kind of questions I started my questions about my identity in 2014, middle of the year. April-may 2014. So 12 years ago and a month I have forgot all about this I started my first coming out May 17th 2014 (yes, the questions-quest was very quick) So exactly 12 years ago I remember each brutal words my mom told me after that, and all the consequences that followed it. I remember the second coming-out, 25th january 2015, and I remember only a part of the consequences of it. I started my HRT on February 2015 So 11 years ago and 3 months I remember the first injection. Nothing much more. I had the privilege to have my top surgery on November 2015 (in a time when only 2 surgeons were safe in France) So 10 years ago and half I remember a part of it (thank to my blog site I wrote at this time) And I change my name officially in early 2017 I think or 2018 ? (I lost a lot of my memory because of a medication) So about 9 years or 8 years ago. I don't remember much 2/ ?

@oldladyplays@wargamers.social I'll try in english for those here who want to read it without knowing french language. Beware of my mistakes in grammar en voc (it is okay to correct me. I'll ask for it, it can make me progress) To understand the following very big text : I am a trans man, non binary (agender) But if I am out as trans with a very few IRL people, none of them know about my Non-binarity. Or they know about nothing (just I am a man "like them" in their point of view) Or they know I am a trans man, nothing more. My joy start with some negative thoughts: since autumn 2015 about, my "Roommate" and I are isolated from queer association or queer community. For us, it is only here, online and it is far far far from beeing enough. (But it's better than nothing, thabk you all for being here. Really.) And I think I lost my "transness" I mean, we are still aware to be trans, but, I, I spoke only for me, not for her, I forget often that I am trans I forget I am a man, for people around us. I forget I am not "supposed" to be a little girl when younger I forget that part of my identity It is a very complicated state because, I know, I am aware to be careful to not speak about me as "when I was a little girl" And, in the same time, I no longer feel being trans. I don't know if it means something. We are very very isolated. We love where we live but : lonely (about queerness) 1/ ?

@oldladyplays@wargamers.social -- Even if we are separated by a road, a mountain or an ocean, we were in the same shitty mental health, and we made the same choice to shine. And, even if we need to shine to stay strong, or to help others, we are our own journey, because it is a part of our identity It is not just the new name we choose that appear on the paper But the whole stuff we fight against. Because we survive And all the comments, about the little stuff that make someone happy Or the big move in their life Or whatever that bring a little joy for them, it is a way, for me, to read "yesterday I was like you and today I stand here and share my joy" "Today I am where I did not expect to be" "Today I am as strong as I was before. Now I know it" Today, I have no joyful stuff to share But I know that all of you exist today against a lot of fight, and it means a lot. When I started my HRT, I couldn't expect having "10 years of HRT" "I have only a month, how will I make it until 2025 ?" It was like... a lot of works, about everything. And when I read all of you, I remember stuffs And I think "wow, I didn't mean to do that, surviving. But I am already after 10 years of HRT" I can't espress how I feel about this. It is strong, it is pride, it is fear, and... joy ? I think I found a little joy to share, after all. 5/5 (end)

@oldladyplays@wargamers.social -- I can't realise how much it is hard, it is a unique long journey. I mean, there are a lot of people in the world that had a journey very similar to mine. But. How many got the SAME path ? None How many feel the same ? A LOT I am pretty sure that, everything I am writing right know means something to someone. And will mean something to someone in 2 days or 2 years or 20 years. Because we all have differents paths that leads here. That's end here for today. And it will ends somewhere else tomorrow, and each day, again and again, and again. Each journey and/or paths we cross Each choice we made was entirely different for everyone of us, but the same too. Something made you make that choice. But the questions were the same : Who am I ? Do I need this to feel better ? Can I do this ? I choose to make this little step maybe to see how I feel about this. We are unique. We live an unique way to explore ourselves We live something totally unique from cis people But we are all in the same way : We are transfolks, we live the same kind of journey We all know what it means for most of us We all know that the choice we made make the difference. We all understand what it means for us to choose to do the first step of this path 4/ ?

@oldladyplays@wargamers.social -- It is hard to realise all the things I did to become what and who I am It is hard to understand how did I do all of this. I mean, I am afraid, nowadays, to do a little surgery. How could I get a top surgery ? It is a big surgery. I am so exhausted about administrative stuff. How did I do all the stuff to change my name and gender on paper ?? To do the "normal admin stuff" when my face didn't match with my girly former name ? I am so exhausted about everything in life (mostly because disabled). How did I do all the identity quests ? How did I survive the second puberty ? (When the first was a nightmare) How did I survive against my "family's" queerphobia TWO TIME (and the last one during the whole 8 years) ? Where did I found the strength and bravery (courage?) to tell my parents I no longer want them in my life ? I don't know, I don't remember all of this BUT I know this is me. I know I did this I was not alone each time, my "roommate" was here each fucking second of all the steps I made. Sometime I had friends. Many times we were alone. But I know it was my body, my mind, my questions, my identity 3/?

@Looping@anticapitalist.party "remake de stonewall" En plus les pavé c'est de la merde en ciment, sous les roues, les cannes et les articulations fragiles, autant recycler le machin

@lebronjames75@shitposter.world this meme was made for you I think, Liam @gamingonlinux@mastodon.social

@oldladyplays@wargamers.social I can't thank you enough for your encouragements. It's sweet to read you. I'll do my best to keep your reminder in my mind! I don't know if I can spend some weeks or days in an other country than mine, it is kind of difficult, because money and health stuff. (I know you know it can be hard) 12 years ago, I had a bad english level, after my school (level "baccalaureat" the exam at the end of... high school I guess, as an equivalent?) When I met my "Roommate", she watched a lot of stuff in english. Series, cartoons, YouTube, etc. And followed lots of english people for her work and stuffs (astronomy, weather/meteorology, etc) So, at first, she under-leveled her stuff for me. We watched cartoons in english with french subtitles (I need subtitles even in french because I have earing problems) It was hell hard, like A LOT But she couldn't move back to watch some of her stuff in french, so I gave up a while (during depression time) When I was healing very slowly, we tried again, watched little stuff. Not much because my attention was not enough for an entire movie. We started with Steven Universe. It gave me hope because the cartoon is about love, friendship, acceptance, etc. And we move-on with english subtitles. And since... 7-8 years, I guess, we are at this point, with all in english Sometime, I am... veryveryvery surprised because, without watching the video or the movie, I can understand what the actors/people are saying. Not for long but still. I know for sure I can read very easily English. (Well, with a "normal" english, not the very old english or too much-modifying-english) I know I can write in english and be clear enough. I need to be confident about my skills, I know. It is sometimes hard (because brain fog, or adhd issues or tiredness) (I could never write that much in english 2 years ago, I know that) Thank to my skill, I can skip a forgotten-word (or a unknown one) and make a total new sentence that mean the same (it is so much intellectual sport, it is kind of exhausting ! ​​ ) I know I can understand mostly speaking-english. But with my earing problem it is not evolving much, I need support to understand. Or slow speaking. But... you gonna laugh about it, and you are so right to do so : I am so bad at speaking english... I am never talking in english, It asks me so much ressources. It is like I lost all my grammar, voc and other stuffs. I don't understand because when I am writing this text right now, I feel my tongue moving, like I am speaking my text ! But when I want to tell someone, for example "oh, I'm so glad you pass your exam, you are so good, congrats !", I am so lost that I tell "Oh, er... I am happy to you, er ... for you ! Er-er because you win your exam, uh no, you have réussir you exam ? No. Hum... well done, bye !" It is so annoying (and funny I know)