I have migraine meds! I did it! I put that off for 16 years! And it was completely fine, if not the smoothest and most validating medical interaction of my life!
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@jackonskates@famichiki.jp
DIY ambient & experimental musician (AngstBang). Err on the side of compassion. Be kind, please rewind. 🇺🇸➡️🇯🇵
We are like the dreamer who dreams, and then lives inside the dream. But who is the dreamer? Are we the dream of the self, or is the self our dream?
#DIYmusic #Ambient #Experimental #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD #Burnout #Budgies #TwinPeaks #Dreams #Tarot #Leftist #DeadByDaylight #Watercolor #Migraine
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Joined November 07, 2022
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Sedated post-dentist shopping from earlier this week. I’ve never in my life had a Monster, btw. The socks really reflect my hopes and dreams. The Skittles were good.
Thanks, everyone, for the birthday wishes. I appreciate it 💙
This man comes home and it's like a speed run of everything I've ever done wrong. The worst is how I - more than once! - have left washed cans out without crushing and binning them, one of my most hated activities, admittedly. And once I even forgot a couple PET bottles in the genkan when the bin was full. At that point, I kind of tuned out. I did hear the classic, "Even with ADHD meds, you can't do this?" Happy Friday, I guess.
Yesterday I learned a new technique for sequencing melodies using field recordings. Here's a short piece from an old recording of rain, and Ableton stock piano & effects. https://soundcloud.com/angstbang/4-27-rain-again
After the budgies go to bed, I can touch my entire mousepad freely. It's fully spread out, unprotected, welcoming my every movement.
Dead By Daylight is free to play this weekend, if anyone wants to die inside a video game instead of just inside
It’s time to put me out to pasture. Pasteurize me. Send me to the great patisserie in the sky.
Year 42 of being unable to meaningfully connect with my fellow humans. Also year 42 without signs of an extraterrestrial extraction mission attempt. Maybe this will be the year.
The spiders are mobilising
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@grim_elsewhere This is a fascinating question. I've been able to maintain 1-2 close friendships at a time online. In my case, they are always people who are a) neurodivergent/accepting (I am saved from explaining my every "odd" thought and action), b) much more social/outgoing than myself (they are more willing to keep interactions ongoing), c) use a lot of humor in their communication, and d) we have a shared special interest. I have typically found these people quite randomly, however.
Train smells like pee again. Just have to speak the truth.
Happy Birthday @pippa@famichiki.jp 💙 :iineiine:
Tell your mom I said thanks
@takosix@famichiki.jp Yes 💙
Chamomile, lemon, lavender, vanilla
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@DayniKo@famichiki.jp My current dentist is the only one I've ever felt safe with. I told them about my dentist anxiety the first time I went, and they were very kind and accommodating. They also have nitrous. If your wisdom tooth removal is non-surgical, I would wholeheartedly recommend my dentist.