DIRT WIZARD

@brad@m.toad.host i don't think dumb is a real thing. the things you know how to do are things i do NOT know how to do. my shit only got working like it did when it did because you helped out when i needed help at one point(you may not remember this)

@brad@m.toad.host i will never deliberately on my own volition make anything with Docker do anything. That was the one time. I am quite frankly a Docker skeptic. But the beauty of DIRECT replication is that you can be a skeptic of a piece of tech but if it replicates it replicates.

@brad@m.toad.host i have a scheme to unleash self-replicating .BAT files inside government networks... and by "scheme" i mean doing it at randomly with no plan at all

reading my old posts on patreon right now, in the context of where i am at this moment and how it is destroying my soul...it all connects some dots. the traumatic failures i have had are far too many to recount in a brief time it goes on and on decades of pain and frustration disappointment there was a time i was a promising young person lol long ago this world chews us up and spits us out it hurts i have built far more technology, with far more real world success of that technology than just about anyone i know. really. no joke. i'm not bragging, this is just objectively true. there are technologies that exist because i built them. i have fabricated many wafers from raw silicon myself with my hands. i have created whole systems of technology. i have won awards for technology in multiple unrelated fields. and i have watched people literally make a billion dollars on fake tech that doesn't work. repeatedly. more than once. i have watched people suddenly become an oligarch in the polar fleece vest on the stage iwth the headset blathering about "deep tech"and the future and i end up back where i was in 2012 at the job i hated that i quit with lower pay after inflation working on things i don't care about in a field i hate. because otherwise i would be homeless and not be able to get medical care. and we are told we have to call this "Freedom". lol fuck this society. i will keep trying until i am dead because what else can i do. but i am so fucking tired.