Douglas

I had to watch Jordan Peele’s film “Us” again because Klein referenced it multiple times.
Her analysis makes the movie much more sinister and scary.

Way, way back in the late #90s, I had a driving passion for #theatre and the performing arts. I was convinced that by the time I was in my 40s, I’d have won an Oscar and have been in countless films.

Instead, I got a bit part in the play Amadeus. At the time, the #coloradospringsfineartscenter was Broadway for me. I was the only high school kid to be cast in a super special community play.

But damn, was I thrilled. It’s a #goodmemory❤️ that makes me happy, if not nostalgic.

#Trump posted these a couple hours ago. A sitting president advocating for nuclear war and resorting to elementary insults. How did we get here?

Appreciation post for Appdot.net admins having an asexual flag

Someone tell me to go to bed

I’m planning on going to a reality good punk show early June. But I can already feel the panic.

I don’t want to miss out. But I’m also paranoid of everything.

This isn’t life. This is nowhere near life. I don’t think I’ve had a good day in decades. I haven’t felt happiness since my early 20s. Things just progressively get worse until you’re too exhausted to fight back

A friend I had just met invited me out to a concert last month. It was to an artist I’d never heard of but I was really excited anyway. This would be my first concert in over a decade.

I went and, although The Black Sheep as packed, my anxiety hadn’t exploded. Buckethead was over 30 minutes late but the crowd seemed chill. He eventually came out on stage, silhouetted by dark blue lights. I learned later from a staff member that he wanted nothing else but those lights.

1/2 🧵

I’lll come clean. I abused my Adderall this month. Took too much and now I’m out until the end of the month. I try not to abuse it, nut I always end up taking too much. I’m not an addict, but I’m probably a substance abused. I suck and am a horrible person. 😔

I think this is a statue representing #Trump Someone found it.

I spent the day binging Bojack Horseman and sideloading social media apps to get rid of sds. I’m a nerd

I’m a horrible person

Hi

I need a creepy horror to watch tonight. It’s been awhile. Suggestions?

Here’s the thing, I can find your beauty and champion you to the world, convincing you of your worth and that the world is a much better place with you in it. I can empathize with your struggles and see how hard you’re fighting to just get by.

But when it comes to myself and I turn inwards, I see nothing but failure and ugliness. You are defined by your beauty, me by my self-hated.

I can’t ever be kind to myself. And that’s such a fucked up way to live.

Well, there’s one good thing about my extended unemployment: taxes are a breeze

Damn, my ADHD is in full control. I’m jumping from writing to Threads to Instagram to watching Monarch to playing Wordle. And my meds won’t be available until the end off the month. Bugger.

One of Gordon Ramsay’s most epic takedowns of a chef on Hell’s Kitchen.

Well, not that epic compared to other, more intense takedowns. Epic in its absurdity and humor. #gordonramsay

I’m up late again trying to hold back a panic attack. I’m having major shoulder surgery on Tuesday and am scared as hell.

That horrible sinking feeling when an account gets banned even though you try to be good.

My Torbox account was banned for a reason I don’t know. Just got an email it’s been destroyed. Now my Stremio setup is messed up. I feel like a bad person

Anyone else find the new app icon an eyesore? It looks like a rejected concept for a David Lynch production.

The absolute best insult barrage from Gordon Ramsay n the early seasons of Hell’s Kitchen.

Also, “Where’s the DUCK SAAUUUCE!?