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@HairyHypnotist@mastodon.hypnoguys.com asked me about how much I would like to remember afterwards. I said I would find it hotter if I didn’t remember, which he liked and mentioned again that I needed to always be clear if anything was not working for me. He then took me under – a bit longer than in-person, but imagining cuddling up against him, my fingers in his chest hair helped.

I feel like I could probably think harder and remember more of yesterday – but it’s like my brain says why focus and try and remember if you find it hot not to? I’m writing this, because I found it all incredibly hot, because I’m excited to continue and because @HairyHypnotist@mastodon.hypnoguys.com told me to.

I remember more of the sensations than anything else, feeling safe and calm and relaxed and happy, as well as excited – the sense of straining hard and not being able to touch it and of talking a lot. Like the first time, I came out of trance very relaxed and happy – my body having just released all its tension, like after a deep massage. After we had wrapped up, I jerked off and sent @HairyHypnotist@mastodon.hypnoguys.com the picture as instructed. That evening my partner commented I was “beaming”.

So I did end up having my first follow-up video session with @HairyHypnotist@mastodon.hypnoguys.com yesterday. The fact that we had connected first in person and seen him present at Hunter, made it a lot easier to settle in and feel comfortable straight away. Work had been pretty crazy since I got back, so having this session lined up felt like a bit of a light at the end of the tunnel.

We got logistics out of the way and then talked about our previous session, how I felt afterwards and where we had left off. I was keen to continue exploring more of the submissive side and particularly being able to switch from “work mode” into a “relaxed submissive mode”. We discussed direction and boundaries and agreed @HairyHypnotist@mastodon.hypnoguys.com would take the lead (surprise), and I would be honest about any aspects that did not land for me, as well as any specific areas I wanted to explore