Rayne

Getting dysphoria attack at the trans show is kinda wild. Ran home to change into my tranny-core fishnets and skirt and immediately felt better.

I just had a Hell of an experience at RBC.

Ended up being the angry tranny voicing frustrations and issues trans people have with things like deadnaming with e-transferssclient cards, and not having multiple IDs because im still in the process of my legal name change.

Told their manager how it’s pretty bullshit that RBC advertises for Pride™️ yet has policies that not only humiliate but endangers trans people.

She asked me what a deadname is and what being outted is. Says something about their policies/training/awareness… not that I’m surprised, but Jesus Christ, am I the first trans person they’ve talked to?

lol when someone with your deadname tries to match with you…

Nothing personal… well I guess very personal, actually. But can’t tell you why.

Shoutout to the 3 random cis women who asked if they’d enjoy the trans noise/black metal set at Sott.

I was honest with them and they didn’t seem that deterred lol

Chronic back pain from standing too long

#gigencours or some shit

Spoke to my GP for the first time in over 2 years. Asked how my “sex change” was going and said he wanted to see me in Nov. or Dec. to see “the new look”. Also told me my voice is really different.

I guess he’s sort of accidentally based? Except for the whole ghosting me thing

Sharpie-ing my deadname off my cassettes before the show

#gigencours

Ok so what’s the deal with dudes not showing their face clearly on dating profiles? Like every one it’s at best a side profile or otherwise obscured.

Is this just for “DL” chasers or part of a larger epidemic?

Not mention the whole putting your gender as “woman” or “non-binary” so you show unproven this I’m not looking for men?

I fucking love being trans, and there are even days where I feel like I’m doing well in my transition.

I’m proud of myself. And I think I’m even doing pretty damn well in my transition.

We’re really just going to keep using Meta, aren’t we?

My shoegaze project Empress is playing this show Friday at Foufs.

Self-promotion over.