Cai

Whenever I spill ink on myself I feel like I'm truly connected to centuries of scribes, disrupting the quietude of work with a litany of curses 😂

@alice@lgbtqia.space Then it becomes an uninformed and therefore non-consentual sex act for me.

Hello, all! I was in the midst of big life changing things and missed the announcement that lgbtqia.space has geoblocked UK instances. A great number of my dearest friends here happen to be on instances with UK servers, and unbeknownst to me, I've just been cut off from them for months. A very good friend reached out via a secondary account to ask if I was all right, and we determined what had happened. Since then, I've received other notifications from friends as new spread through the network, revealing I've missed DMs asking after my health, requesting updates on my move, wishing me happy birthday, etc. I have no idea how many people have thought I just stopped engaging with them intentionally - at least one, who has thankfully reached out on another platform.

So, I'm leaving here immediately. You can find me at Cai@gamepad.club: one of the servers which hosts so many beautiful people dear to me who were just completely cut off from communication with me here. In protecting my security, the instance cut me off from a great number of people in my support circle.

Anyhow, that's where I'll be! Unfortunately it means anyone on lgbtqia.space won't be allowed to engage with me anymore, which sucks.

If you're worried about losing contact, please shoot me a DM here, or find me through the blog or ko-fi posted on my homepage. Love you.

Ow, I have been hunched over my work for hours and hours and didn't realize it, until I straightened and stood and felt immediately nauseous

One more final to take and then it's free week, baby. Thinking I'll finally check out some touristy things downtown

@LevelUp@corteximplant.com That is exhausting, I'm sorry. He needs to figure out how to process better and be a support rather than burdening you. And that's on him to figure out 😒

@LevelUp@corteximplant.com Ugh it feels like such a waste of your time to sit and wait for your doctor to just consult someone else. Did you really have to be there while he did that? 😒😩

Glad you're out of the hospital for now, and I hope you're off of that awful bus, too!

I wish I could live my life without constantly stressing about money, and where I'm going to find enough to live 🥲

Hearing about Pokémon card theft makes me sad that none of my cards have actual value, because I'd love to just start giving them away for freesies to kids who want them to spit in the faces of scalpers

Finals weeeeeeeeeek. I have 800 words to review over 31 chapters for Sign and only 16 chapters for Gen. Linguistics, but I am infinitely more worried about passing the Linguistics final 😂

I have a lot of free time between studies right now, and I've been bingeing horror for the season. Some has been exceptional, some has been absolutely terrible, and it ranges from things I've seen, to things on my list, to things that popped up and seemed like good background noise for embroidering. Here is the list so far, as much as I can remember and in roughly the order I've watched them:

Warning: Do Not Play
The Vourdalak
Perewangan
Metamorphosis
Audition
Hell House, LLC: The Carmichael Manor
V/H/S Beyond
V/H/S Halloween
Caveat
Oddity
Dead Mail
In a Violent Nature
Ringu
Monster Island