Now I'm wondering if I need to attempt proper contact now rather than wait? Find out one way or the other if there can ever be a friendship again? I already knew I was a mess over a lot of things, and like I didn't fit into the world, era or body I was born into, I've always been an outsider, other. I have already forgotten where the edge is, I can't remember when I fell off it. 8/n #NotAGrownUp #AskQueerFedi #LGBTQ +