yume ★

plsssss hetero art is HL not "NL" !!! HETERO love, not "normal" love !!! 😭😭

BL, GL, HL !!! NL should be for nonbinary love !!

imagine if Yuga's poop is heavier than himself lol

#iidayama #iidatenya #tenyaiida #yugaaoyama #aoyamayuuga #diapersoiling #diapermess #diapermessing #clothedbowelmovement #mha #bnha #diaperboy #diaperart #abdl #infantilism #ageplay

look at his cute thighs and feet ... 🤤🤤
#customcast #yugaaoyama #aoyamayuuga #mha #bnha #pacifier

dis the darkship tier list thingy, feel free to join in the replies :3
#tierlist #darkship

wait this gave me an art idea ... (no it won't be just like whatever this is lol)

so because I've been struggling a lot with balance, extreme fatigue, and motor skills, I wanted to see the root issue, esp since vitamins don't work at all for me. and since dad is a doctor, I trusted him to test my blood pressure to see where the root issue is, so we tested and I got everything normal (12 in blood pressure and 99 in the oxygen thingy idk abt this medical stuff), then he dismissed that it's just that I sit a lot in front of my laptop but it isn't true (I walk a lot outside by foot and I still feel drunk), then I was like "it might come from my mental health then, like stress." and he was like "if it's stress then just go smash your head against a wall". and yeah he also told mom that she's just paranoid as always when she shared that she feels that her heart gets so weak whenever she's anxious. so I then got mad at them and told them that it's dismissive and wrong to respond like that, and then he asked me how old I am, I responded with 20, he was like "well Einsteing at that age (insert whatever he did)" and "and you wonder why we infantilize you" so I stormed off.

I wish I was way worse to the point I end up in the hospital so they can finally take me seriously because FUCK this shit. I'm the one who runs errands, I'm the one who always walks long distances by foot to go to college and my internship, and they have the guts to say that my condition is because I don't move !??? do I have to overexplain to keep them from what ?? headcanoning me or something ???

and when I tried to explain to my mom and talk to her in texts to explain to her how I didn't like how I was dismissed and explained my condition clearly, of course she chose to ignore me so here I am in bed laying down from dizziness as always. I don't wanna live like Sisyphus where I implode and physically hurt on the inside but my family thinks I'm just a normal person who moves tiredly on the outside.

and mom still asks "why do you hate your dad ? you make him feel insecure 🥺" FUCK THIS HELL.

because some of my moots and I were deeply affected by this discourse to the point we feel isolated bc of it, I made this form for anyone who feels the same.

feel free to fill the form
https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1Mk958Is-EBXdvSMusvJ7bjCpX8qkw-fXbEnvhdcKx_4/edit

#profiction #antianti #proship #shipcourse #fandomdiscourse #googleforms

if I should love myself before I manifest whatever I want, then it ISN'T easy.

you can't just make yourself like something you have been taught to hate. like if I bring you a platter of shit and told you to like it, will you like it easily ?

I've been treated like a living shit by everyone since I was little (for not being neurotypical I guess, why can these ppl sniff that out ??) and pair that with living with an emotionally immature family who infantilizes and dismisses me + a sibling who bullies me all the time so imagine the amount of self hate I have. atp I've had moments where I wondered if I had (discouraged) BPD or something

I can't even sing, utter a sound (not even on a mic), take a selfie, record myself, do ANYTHING not even by myself without feeling like I'm being watched and laughed at by everyone who mistreated me. do you think self acceptance is easy in that case !?

even self neutrality needs a lot of training so what do you MEAN I have to love myself in order to manifest and under the same breath you say that it's easy asf ?? 😭

#manifestation #rant

not only that, I'm emotionally numb.

is it bc I just started meditating every night ? I mean, that's the 2nd night.

just woke up at 6am and I'm suddenly disgusted by all sexual content. how could my mood swings extend to that ....

‍✨️ a special type of ageplay where the cg is cow-like / has as udder so when the cg is lying down and calling for milkie time, their four littles excitedly come and immediately start sucking on each teat until they fall asleep, satisfied ~ 🍼🐮

#udderfeeding #ageplay #cow #cgl #concept

I need the time machine NOW