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Alex

@phoenixgreif@queer.group
hometown 4.6.9+hometown-1.3.0
  • Open on queer.group

queer clusterfuck, beautiful being, "remotely attractive Shitpost-Lord", "silly creature guy", "keeper of timestamps"

Autor der "neurodivergenteste[n] Nachricht, die [jemand] seit Ewigkeiten bekommen [hat]"

flirting? Okay, but be aware that a) I'm a man and b) I'm aromantic
boosting? go ahead, I'm capable of closing tabs when things annoy me

78 Followers
98 Following
50 Posts
Joined November 14, 2022
pronouns:
he/him, whatever neopronouns you want to practise using, NOT they/them
profile pic by:
Kaitlin Bruder
labels that apply:
white, queer, aro, aroallo, bi, kinky, non-partnering, trans
languages:
german, english, some toki pona, what little french I remember from school
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 2w ago

math & groceries > transphobia

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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 2w ago

grrrrrrrr (ominous)

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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 1mo ago

I played pokemon emerald rogue for 7h on a train ride today, good times, much better than social media lmao

(and you guessed it, I'm going right back to my game)

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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 1mo ago

shoutout to the random person who made everyone say "I'm good and I'm awesome" in exchange for stickers last weekend

amazing concept, huge fan, very sad to hear I was the first person to just do it without hesitation

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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 1mo ago

be silly, be free

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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
re: last post
I'm asking because I want people to think about it. There is no good answer and that's the point. If you don't include us, you don't think of us as men, which is a great way of saying you don't respect us. If you do include us, you're ignoring a decent chunk of our lives and our ability to learn from it. Arguably the less disrespectful option but still quite a statement.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
transmasculinity, feminism
Do you include trans men when you say "yes all men"?
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
frustration, communication-, friends
"what are you doing here? that's online" Well, you never told me that and I can't read your mind. So stop pitying me for being a himbo and getting it wrong and start apologising for not giving me the information in the first place. I didn't misunderstand, I wasn't told. Have some respect.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 5mo ago
You're allowed to exist in whatever shape feels right, y'all It's fine I promise
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
frustration, communication-, friends
alright, my problem was that it felt very condescending and I really don't take kindly to that am I willing to move past this moment without adressing it again, considering they checked and apologised for their mistake? there's a decent chance they've already learned from this because it clearly was uncomfortable to them. there's also no good way to stop someone from being condescending exept proving them wrong anyway alright, I can move on, they feel bad enough as-is.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
okay one last hot take as a treat: if you tell someone they need to have some self-worth, make sure you're not just projecting your lack of respect onto them
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
frustration, communication-, friends
I don't like holding grudges but I'm quite frustrated that the first assumption was not that they forgot to tell me but that I just didn't bother to read their message properly. I don't like that. I do like that I stayed my ground and pushed back against that sentiment though, proud of that.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
frustration, communication-, friends
watch me process the entirety of this in the time it takes me to get back home so they don't get hit with resentment and anger when I join the vc
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 5mo ago
eepy time. now. it's past my bedtime and I fucked up my sleep schedule today (mostly because I slept in which was a mistake (it always is, I just try it again every now and then)) I'll be fine tomorrow probably.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
darlings, please go ahead and have a sip of water <3
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago

new objective added: create a shape of your own choosing in a way that seems fun to you.

(hints if you don't immediately have an idea)

Shapes:
- stars
- geometric shapes
- animals
- plants
- mushrooms
- smiley faces

Ways of creating them:
- the path you walk can be shaped
- you could draw something (if you do, add a little stick figure where you think they would stand on this shape, also give them a hat because stick figures with hats are fun)
- you could cut or arrange your food into a shape before eating it
- you could fold paper into a shape
- I'm sure there's other items you could arrange into whatever shape you like

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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
asking for recommendations, android launchers
I'm basically looking for the least amount of sensory input possible while still being able to see my schedule for the week on my home screen in a layout that makes sense. This has got to exist. Please.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
mh-, social-
And this is where the public part of me processing stuff should end because otherwise I'll write the essay about transmasculinity that I really don't want to be writing. Because at it's core this is a transmasculinity issue and I really shouldn't elaborate on that.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
self, mh
I've been more anxious recently.. something's off, I'm not the right shape for this. Might be time to create a new shape, this one doesn't quite fit my life anymore. Nap time first though, I'm tired.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
uni
get me out of here befor I start elaborating and writing a fucking essay, I don't want to do that
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
sleep
eepy time before midnight, I think that counts as not too late (puts me at just over 7h of sleep)
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
appreciation appreciation toot
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago

I'm not one to anger quickly, but this evening I have rage in my heart. Don't hurt what's mine.

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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago

I should get to be a menace to my friends, as a treat

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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago

RE: @phoenixgreif@queer.group

The fact that I still haven't found an alternative.... bloody hell.

queer.group
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
@CAETFOOD@plush.city this is genuinely my favourite response under this post because it's purely encouraging and celebrating me without claiming anything about my emotional state. No assumptions made, just validating and celebrating my setting of boundaries. Thank you <3
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
do I want to sleep in tomorrow??
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Gedicht
Dichter Dorlamm läßt nur äußerst selten andre Meinungen als seine gelten. Meinung, sagt er, kommt nun mal von mein, deine Meinung kann nicht meine sein. Meine Meinung – ja, das läßt sich hören! Deine Deinung könnte da nur stören. Und ihr andern schweigt! Du meine Güte! Eure Eurung steckt euch an die Hüte! Laßt uns schweigen, Freunde! Senkt das Banner! Dorlamm irrt. Doch formulieren kann er. ~Robert Gernhardt
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
mh-, social-
I love myself, I think I'm a very decent guy who deserves a decent life. I think I deserve respect. I just also think other people deserve support and that creates a dilemma if this is how I get treated. I'm not going to cut out everyone I know, that would be ridiculous and not helpful. This just won't change until I'm significantly older than I am now. I'm capable of a lot but that only ever gets recognised when others need it. And sometimes it isn't even mentioned then, just.. expected of me. Which feels violent and awful and I'd still fucking be okay with that if I wasn't getting robbed of all credit the second I'm no longer needed as a last resort. Couldn't have respect for the twenty-something year old unless we actively need him for something, huh? Couldn't view him as the fully fucking grown adult that he is unless it serves us. Cool. Thanks. I'll be over here resenting this reality tonight and fixing my mental state tomorrow because I'm an adult and that means I don't let myself stir in misery longer than I need to in order to let my brain process and feel the emotions it needs to.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
everyone say thank you caet for encouraging good boundary setting
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
@moonglow@mastodon.art oh sorry, yeah, I know that, that's just what they seemed to think based on their reaction
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
@moonglow@mastodon.art thank you 💚
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
This whole lack of information before made me very anxious and then I got blamed for the exact lack of knowledge that made me anxious. So now I'm still anxious because I feel like I'm going to get blamed for things I didn't even know were happening. I may be ignoring a trigger right now, this shit runs deep. I'm not okay, I have to make myself be okay soon and even just thinking about being there again on Saturday is making me tense up. They didn't really do anything other than not wanting to feel responsible for me wasting my time - which is an understandable instinct to have - but I feel like the trust I had started to build has just been ripped out for no reason. Welp. Probably won't seem nearly as dramatic after a solid night of sleep, I just need to get myself to do that now.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
@OwLisDoodles@mastodon.art mostly someone being overwhelmed and confused, I believe?But yes, agreed.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago

karaoke >>>>

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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
(it's in permanent marker, also solvable, which is very important)
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
plan, food
watermelon counts as a snack, I've decided. plan successfully executed.
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 3w ago

<2!

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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
affectionate pretend-yelling at friend
ha! I win! mutual reach-out-if-it-might-help arrangement established!
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago
Replying to
mh-, social-
People only ever seem to assume I'm competent when they're in distress and I'm calm because I always am. Which totally doesn't impact the way I think about others at all. I'm, apparently, considered a useless himbo until I'm their last resort in which case I know and can deal with absolutely everything. And if one more person tells me I need to work on my self-worth I will start screaming because my self-worth is basically irrelevant when everyone* else treats me like this. *not literally everyone, just a significant portion of the people I know
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Alex @phoenixgreif@queer.group
· 4mo ago

slay the spire 2 hyperfixation on hold until my hands get better or the new controller arrives and hopefully makes it easier to play without hurting myself (this is a card game why do my hands hurt :( )

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