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Kira

@nowwhat@lgbtqia.space

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Closeted trans woman living in Canada working in tech.

19 Followers

74 Following

10 Posts

Joined October 13, 2025

pronouns:

she/her

profile picture alttext:

a screen grab of Sailor Jupiter looking unimpressed but determined

Kira @nowwhat@lgbtqia.space

· 11mo ago

#introduction
Hi! I don't know what name I should use, so for now call me Kira. I live in Canada. I like #Anime and #VideoGames and #Rust and #ScienceFiction and #Fantasy and #PublicTransit and #Urbanism and other things too. I'm on the quiet nerd boy to #trans woman pipeline, but in an eddy because though I'm a #lesbian my wife of many years is not. And I love my marriage and my kid and our life and can't see myself risking it to transition.

So this is where I will, probably obnoxiously, yearn for a life where I could have it all and transition too. My therapist said I should reach out to the community and so here I am.

( If you think you know who I am: no you don't. Not on here. You'll know how to contact me elsewhere instead. )

lgbtqia.space

LGBTQIA.Space

Kira @nowwhat@lgbtqia.space

· 5mo ago

Replying to

For those of you who said "are you sure she's actually being rational" or "are you sure this will matter" congratulations on calling it. That scientific consensus is clear on this, and the WHO of all orgs is unequivocal about trans people not being mentally ill "doesn't help." I guess... I guess I start thinking about what life will be like without our marriage in it. She already has, so I have some catching up to do.

Kira @nowwhat@lgbtqia.space

· 4mo ago

Holy fuck the dress game at #RustWeek is fire.

#rustweek2026

lgbtqia.space

LGBTQIA.Space

Kira @nowwhat@lgbtqia.space

· 5mo ago

Replying to

@orange@thicc.horse Now this is exactly what I'm looking for, Thank You!

This reflects current knowledge that trans-related and gender diverse identities are not conditions of mental ill-health, and that classifying them as such can cause enormous stigma.

Kira @nowwhat@lgbtqia.space

· 5mo ago

Replying to

@LadyJessica@kind.social That's the trick, though: she's not denying that the world is unfair to trans folks. She's just focused on the pathologism and pity.

Kira @nowwhat@lgbtqia.space

· 5mo ago

Replying to

@thatKomputerKat@oldbytes.space @finn@surfin.dog I love Abigail's work. I watched this one when it hit, but I can't remember there being anything pertinent in it. May need to rewatch...

Kira @nowwhat@lgbtqia.space

· 5mo ago

Replying to

@autisticplushy@lgbtqia.space Thank you, I've CWed it. The rhetorical appeal to emotion likely won't play as she's being serious and rational about it, unfortunately.

Kira @nowwhat@lgbtqia.space

· 9mo ago

Replying to

@dotmeow I've backed for two vouchers: one for me and one for my closeted cis alt. A quarter funded in two days, let's GO!

Kira @nowwhat@lgbtqia.space

· 2mo ago

Well, fuck. I guess that's it. The wife is still firm on not being able to be married to a woman (and the pathologizing of transness) and I've finally admitted that I don't want to keep pretending to be a dude. There's nothing for it but separation. We've said it. I feel sick.