Ash

Me after seeing eldritch horrors beyond my comprehension: I don't get it

My geriatric puppy just played with me for the longest time in our history together (3 years we adopted him and his brother RIP when they were 16). Usually he will play for a few seconds and then get too scared. I switched to using my feet instead of hands and we played for like 5 minutes 🥹

god nerfed me with anxiety bc I'd be a menace otherwise

I'm doing lots of modeling in Blender for a project and after seriously sitting down and learning the hotkeys I actually think I enjoy it. Like I stayed up till 3 last night just listening to music and fucking with verts, edges and faces

making a bunch of weird sound designs and then frippertronicing them is my go to patch in eurorack

I got an ebike with pedal assist which is just soo much fun (and I bet has history in accommodations for disabled folks)

I think this might be the thing that gets me back into working out.

I mostly did the lowest speed pedal assist but still felt a burn going uphill or just pedaling fast.

We'll see how my bod responds in the next couple days and long term but rn I definitely got that euphoria feeling rn that I always forget is a benefit to exercise

gosh I love me an album that sounds like a mental breakdown and it was cathartic but also I'm a little worried about them. Uboa does it again from the angle of a queer disabled person rotting in bed and the world outside has forgotten you https://uboa.bandcamp.com/album/all-the-dead-melt-down-as-rain