meatcrafted

there is trauma informed horticultural therapy now and i really need to get started on that somehow once im done with my somatic ifs training.

getting to a point where folks are being like where is the cbt homework and im like no, make your emotions into a guy then we're gonna do this eye movement shit

i have recently learned i can just eat a can of cannellini beans

i think i finished one of these things but it wasn't mine so i don't have an icon yet and it is a gift so idk where/if i can post it

looks like one guy named ben made this game and ben, really man, your ladders alternate from a black line to a lightly colored line, and your face is pressed up against them to climb. and you move pretty fast. ben you created a strobe light that you have to regularly interact with. ben. ben.

really can't get past this part in frogmonster lol. the rats are too strong and i am shaky when i have to get moving too fast. already got it on easy lol. that doesn't seem to do things like make the rats slightly less aggressive

does every fucking month this year have a friday the 13th??

frog monster also made my partner motion sick so at least it is not just me. i think thats the first ive heard of her talking about a game making her sick too. something about the movement feels really bad to my body.

i think im getting to a point of knowing what i want to do with these little felties. had some minor scorching from trying to get all the layers to melt together, gotta be mindful of how im using the iron. thankfully a sharp blade can remove just the top layer and i'm figuring out how to do like, touch ups too.

i keep trying to play frogmonster but it makes me really motion sick

gotta be careful cleaning up rat scratches with rubbing alcohol cause jogert fucking hates it