The philtrum is the face-taint.
You're welcome, and also, I'm so deeply sorry.
Libby
Fuzzy wormb-on-a-string in a trenchcoat.
Full stack dev. Doodler. Sometimes organiser of events.
ADHD-er rediscovering themselves and how they work. Figuring this shit out is the fun part.
Brain is really working against me today. I want to do the things I am responsible for. Brain wants to...
-checks notes-
Space out and be irritable for 8 hours.
Ugh.
With every horrible day of symptoms, there is at least one more good data point for the cardiologist.
it feels like i can see myself breaking further and further down, at a rapidly increasing rate.
I cannot eat. I cannot hold food down. I cannot sleep. It's so difficult to form a coherent sentence.
It's been like this, off and on, for over a year now, and it's getting worse.
I have not been able to nail down any singular cause - partly because too many variables, mostly because there is no obvious pattern to any of it.
I am not only terrified of what this means in the months and year/s to come, but even more terrified that I won't be able to cope with it well.
OH: "Time is a flat loop; Jesus was the first e-girl."
Fuck.
I don't think it's safe for me to travel to melbourne for pycon anymore.
not when i'm feeling this faint on a regular basis without knowing what is going on.