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I love being autistic and almost crashing out because I need to wash one dish but the sink is full so I have to wash several dishes before I can wash one and then the freezer is packed so that things fall out and it’s just too much it’s too much it’s too much

*pounding the earth, fat tears splashing on the ground as my heart is filled with the love and kindness of those around me as well as the material objects in life manifest coincidentally around me*
they cant keep giving me reasons to go on..!

Making a ref of her, gonna fill this out with some of the ways she can change shape. Nothing set in stone just some ideas

i feel like i dont know what to draw for myself lately. my toys arent exciting to me whenever i have the time and energy to play with them. i dunno what i need to do different, but im tired of it. nothing feels as good as drawing commissions. someone gives me a goal and some money and thats all i need, and i adore the process of it. i dont know how to do that for just myself when i can draw whatever i want for free. im not saying i need people to give me all the money so i can just draw all the time for myself, but i just wish my characters and ideas were more exciting than they've been lately. doesnt help that not a god damned version of my sona ever feels like it fits me well, so im just always uncomfortable when i draw "myself". that's not me, that's not really me, i dunno. i dunno! im tired of it

every second i have to draw spanking art is tortuous hell, i do not care for this fetish but i need money and its for a friend so i gotta do it and i cant say shit about it

happy new year, my toilet is broken and i have a chronic gastro intestinal illness, yippeeeee